It was on a rainy night that Kuroo had admitted his feelings to Kenma.
“I think I might have feelings for Alisa”
The raven said this so casually, as if it was nothing to him.
Yet that simple sentence seemed to destroy everything Kenma knew.
Kenma knew Kuroo was Bisexual - the captain came out to him a few years prior - so he thought he had a chance.
He should've had a chance!
Kenma's chest hurt so much in that moment, so much that he gripped the fabric of his shirt over his heart and lungs. He couldn't breathe, he felt like there was a lump stuck in his throat.
Yet, despite this, he managed to smile slightly.
Kuroo looked at him then and asked if he was okay. Kenma just ignored him and exused himself to go to the bathroom. The blonde felt like he might vomit at any given moment.
Going to the bathroom that night felt like such a struggle.
At that moment, breathing felt like such a struggle overall and Kenma didn't know what to do.
He couldn't go to Kuroo however, that's for sure.
That night, he cought up his first petal of the many that were yet to come. He felt so afraid as he stared down at the red petal in his hand, along with the blood.
That night, as he returned to the room where the captain was waiting for him, he realized that he was deeply in love with his best friend... as well as that he wouldn't be able to have him as he wanted to.
And, he was correct.
Because not only a week or two after the confession, Kuroo had decided to go for it and confess.
He said something about not being able to keep his feelings in any longer.
And unfortunately for the blonde, she felt the same..
Ever since then, Kenma's condition started to get worse. He cought up more and more flower petals with each passing day.
To him, the pain started to get unbearable, but Kuroo still didn't notice! Kenma doubted he would notice at this point. The blonde was known for keeping his feelings mostly to himself and now that Kuroo had a girlfriend.. he spent more time with her then he did with him.
But.. Kenma still tried to stay close to the rooster head. He loved him and he couldn't let it go. He couldn't let him go.
Even though it was slowly killing him.
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You have reached the end of yet another terrible chapter, but anyway hope you enjoyed :)
Byee,byee! And remember, you are beautiful just the way you are <3
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The Love You'll Never Return ||KuroKen||
Roman d'amour"I wish, you'd look at me like the way I look at you. I wish, you'd search for me like the way I search for you wherever I go. I wish you'd love me like the way I love you. But I know you do not want me, and I know you will never be mine." ⚠️Warning...
