God in the eyes of a stoner

In the beginning...

First of all the story has nothing to do with the Bible. I'll reference to it a lot but these are my thoughts and feelings on how the universe works. You know in the movies when the aliens tell the humans "I would tell you but you wouldn't understand" well my friends that is Him, that is the Almighty, that is God, that is Energy. We cannot limit his ability and make him a human being because God is not a human being. God is everything and nothing at the same time. God is like the wind everywhere, you cannot see it but you can feel it, you can feel its energy wrapping your body as it slowly flows through you and passes you on to another. God is like the wind. Always forgotten but a necessity in life we need everyday. God is air. We need oxygen to survive, we need it to live, our plants create it, supply it, our animals need it to live. Not one thing on this earth can survive without air, oxygen. Please tell me I have not lost you yet. I hope at one point you can see the world like I see it. We are not bound to anything, we are free, we are like birds in the wind and God is the wind beneath us, carrying us to our destination, to our future rather good or bad because he gave us free will and we're allowed to make those bad choices but even when we do he's with us its just hard for us to hear. I realized another thing we cannot live without and that is love. We can't be human without love, we cannot reach godliness until we are able to love our enemies with the same passion and devotion as we do our children or our family. Imagine sending your child to be tortured, flesh ripped from the back, nearly beat to death. Then was forced to wear a thorn crown mocking his or her beliefs. Then forcing your beautiful baby already broken and beaten to carry a wood cross up a hill just ti be nailedto it, then stabbed in the rib, then left to die. Then your told the reason he did all this was to make sure your enemies could live in eternal peace. And while this all went on you watched helpless, defenseless to protect your baby. Could you truly sacrifice your child for the world? well God and Mary did. Jesus was just a man like you and me. He bled like we blood, he felt hunger like we feel it, but he felt more love than any human being has ever experienced while alive. to love that big would be truly amazing... It would be so big and our hearts would feel like they were going to explode. The human body could not handle this kind of Love, it is to grand.
So when you go to bed tonight lay down, rest your body smoke a bowl if you can and allow yourself to take in all the love around you. I mean everything your family, your friends your sons and daughters, your animals, your pets, everything that feels and breathes allow that love to sink and fall into you. Try to feel peace and understanding for the first time. Try to experience them not just the words but the feeling of those words. I wish you best of luck in your journey... Will be posting more chapters so until then I love you. Energy loves you