Her Redemption

8. Oh brother

"Haha yeah." Bryan scratches the back of his neck awkwardly.

"We'll talk about that later." Spencer says and then he looks at me all serious "what happened?"

For the next ten minutes I tell them what happened, and I also decide to tell them how he really treats me and how it's been the past four years and why I'm staying at moms.

I tell them everything.

Spencer and my mom have silent tears down their faces and Bryan looks pissed. His jaw is clenched and his nose is flared.

"You have to go to the police." He says.

"I will, first thing tomorrow morning." I kiss Tommy's cheek as he starts to fall asleep in my arms.

"We'll go with you." Spencer says "I'm not leaving. I'm staying for a while. And if you want you can move in with me. I have extra rooms in my house."

I smile thinking about living with my brother would be amazing but also kind of hectic. I don't want to intrude on his lifestyle.

"Thank you. That's really sweet of you Spencer."

"Hey, you're more than welcome to stay with me forever." My mom pouts standing up to take Tommy to bed.

"I know." I nod feeling love in my heart.

After today, I didn't think I'd be getting the reactions that I have.

"You must be hungry, there's lots of leftovers you're more than welcome to stay Bryan." My mom offers walking up the stairs.

It's weird. Five hours ago I was receiving the best orgasms a man has ever given me and now he's here in my childhood home, with his bestfriend also known as my little brother.

"I know that look all too well Emma, I'm not upset. Honestly, I thought it would happen way sooner.." he winks at me and then slaps Bryan's shoulder "Took you forever to make a move man." Spencer chuckles grabbing plates for the three of us.

"What do you mean?" I ask. I thought it was just a coincidence. Unless he truly requested me.

"Well it's no secret he had the biggest crush on you growing up. He didn't think you'd ever give him the time of day but I always knew something would happen. I just didn't think you'd fuck for the first time in 7 years on camera." He snickers causing Bryan to groan rubbing his face with his hands in embarrassment.

My brother is very blunt. No filter, nada, nothing. Sometimes I forget that too.

My cheeks flush at his words and I look over to Bryan. He's sitting on the other recliner with his elbows on his knees. He's wearing black sweats with a white shirt and black running shoes. I look at his arms and remember how they were wrapped around me. I look at his long thick fingers and remember how they were inside of me.

I clench my thighs together shaking my head out of my perverse thoughts.

Bryan looks up at me feeling my stare, his cheeks a rosey pink and biting on his bottom lip.

Does he feel the same way I do?

"Stop eye fucking each other. If you want to fuck again just do it." Spencer says bluntly.

My mouth falls open in shock and I choke on nothing but air.

Holy shit Spencer.

He laughs and passes me a glass of water and I chug it down. "I forgot how blunt you are." I say clearing my throat.

"Yeah well someone has to be." He shrugs his shoulders passing me a plate of chicken pot pie. Oh my god. It's heavenly.

I eat it in less than a minute, I haven't had food since last night.

"Dude chill." Spencer says as he watches me devour the food.

Thirty minutes, 3 slices of chicken pot pie and a mango popsicle later, Spencer went to sleep in his room upstairs. My mom stayed with Tommy with her in her room.

I'm staying downstairs in the guest room because my body is sore from today. I wince moving around in the bed when there's a knock on the door.

Bryan is staying in the other guest room next to me.

"Come in."

Bryan walks in shirtless and in his sweatpants from before. He chews on his cheek nervously and closes the door, locking it. "I couldn't sleep."

"Me either." I swallow. All I could think of was him.

"Could I uh" he chuckles "could we talk for a bit?" He asks.

Who would've thought a 6'8 tall man that's muscular as hell and might be intimidating to some is nervous to speak to me?

I chuckle biting my lip to suppress my smile and sit up slightly against the headboard patting the empty space on the bed beside me.

He grins walking towards me and gets under the covers sitting next to me turning his body to face me.

The house is freezing since my mom likes to sleep with the air conditioning very low but for some reason the temperature raised now.

"So um" I turn facing him "what'd you want to talk about?"

He sighs "Today. Look I know it must've been awkward knowing you'd have to be in a scene with me and for that I'm sorry. I didn't think anything of it at first other than work but seeing you and feeling you.. it was a different experience for me."

"If you can tell, the beginning of the scene was not how it usually goes. They let us do what we wanted and honestly if it were up to me I wouldn't have stopped.."

"I know it seems weird that I use to have a crush on you but to be honest, it never really went away."

I'm left stunned by his honesty. My face flaming hot with his words.

I wouldn't have stopped

I gulp feeling my stomach tighten of the possibility of it happening again.

"How did it even happen?" I ask what I've been wanting to know.

"I spoke to your brother, you know we're still the best of friends, he recently got his own flat and I wanted to seize the opportunity. He kind of sprung it upon me and I didn't think you'd accept it."

So it was my brothers doing? That's awkward. I'm definitely not surprised. I wouldn't think anything less of Spencer. He's always wanted us to hookup.

"I didn't know until I read the limits paper and saw you."

He looks at me deeply, and I pull the covers off of me not being able to handle the heat anymore. His eyes trail down my body and it's only then that I remember I'm wearing only a white tank top and white boxer shorts. His gaze warms every inch of my body as it descends from my chest to my legs and then back to my face.

"Sorry I'm really hot." I say fanning my face and internally cringing because how lame can I be. I sound like a bad porn star video.

He laughs throwing his head back against the headboard.

"I don't know what to say."I say once he calms down. "I'm married but it's over between us. It's been for a long time.." my lip quivers at the memories from today. "I'm so fucking tired of crying." I scoff rolling my eyes as a lone tear rolls down my cheek.

He watches it fall and wipes my face with his thumb.

"You're hurting. We don't have to do anything. We can be....friends." He says with a lip tight smile as if friends is the last thing he wants with me.

"Friends.." I laugh wiping my face and sitting up entirely facing him.

"I don't want to be just friends."I boldly say as he mimics my position.