Sturniolo Sister - One-Shots!

• the first attempt •

i just want to say i love you all so much and please take care of yourselves, my dms are always open.
TW: overdosing, talk of self harm, sh scars, not eating, throwing up.

Madi POV:
My day has been going terribly. I woke up and my allergies were killing me. My mom let me take one of her allergy pills and that helped a bit. I decided to watch some tiktok before my brothers and I hung out. I kept seeing people hating on my brothers and I. It hurt so much. Why did people care so much about people they barely knew? My head was killing me so I decided to take some Excedrin. I was crying and I felt horrible about myself so I did what a lot of others would do in my situation.. take 2. The normal amount. Then 2 more. Then 3 more. At that point I lost count. I went and sat on the couch and watched some tv. My eyes felt heavy. I see black dots and I hear one of my brothers rush down the stairs. I black out before I can even tell who it is.
*time skip*
I wake up to annoying beeping. I feel someone holding my hand. I think its Matt because his hands are usually dry as hell. I try and open my eyes but they are too heavy. When will this beeping stop?? I feel what I atleast think is Matt squeeze my hand. "Madi, why did you do this to yourself? We love you so much." I hear him whisper. Why can't I just reply?? Open my eyes?? I just want to hug him and tell him I am sorry and that I won't ever try this again and that I love him and Chris and Nick and Justin and mom and dad. Why cant I just- I feel my eyes open. "Madi?" Matt asks "Are you awake?" he asks. "No." I reply. "Madi you're awake!!" Nick says "I missed you Madi" Chris says. They all look like they've been crying for days on end. How long was I asleep? "I don't know about you guys but I want some icecream