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TW!!! self harm, cuts, anxiety!
Madi pov:
I had just got back from school, the triplets were back here in Boston and I had missed them so much. I hated keeping things from them but life we getting to be too much. That was how i found myself sitting on the bathroom floor crying. I had mascara running down my face and was holding a new shaving razor in my hand, i had broken it to get to the blade. my precious blade. i had started to run it across my left forearm and as it was caressing my skin making it bleed a deep red i heard someone knock. before i could respond i see chris open the door. "oh sorr- what the fuck!" he says and i get up and cover his mouth. "shut up chris dont tell anyone bathrooms yours." i say and walk to my room and attempting to clean these. a few minutes later chris walks in my room. i need to start locking doors. "Madi please talk to me lets clean these." he says guiding me to the bathroom. "how did this even start mads? you know you can talk to any of us." he says while looking for the stuff to clean them. "none of your buisness just leave me alone" i say, i just want to go to sleep. "madi dont act like this i love you and i know your hurting just let me help you." he says getting teary eyed. "fine. lifes just been hard." i say, i dont want to make my brother cry. "how long has it been going on?" he asks finally finding the alchol stuff. geez is this 21 questions? "um dont be mad.." i say "i wont be, just how long?" he says even though i know he can see the scars. "since you guys started going to LA.." i say nervously. "That long? love.." he says hugging me. i can feel him start to cry. i start to cry too. "im s-sorry it just got to be too much its do hard without you guys." i say and he hugs me tighter. we start to calm down and he finishes cleaning my cuts. after that we decide to tell matt and chris. im wearing his sweatshirt because i didnt want them to be visible. they were hanging out in nicks room. "hey matt and nick can we talk to you?" i ask. "yeah ofc" matt says. "you say it or i do?" chris says "you" i reply. he explains what happened while i stand there awkwardly. matt gets up and hugs me while nick sits there in shock. "i love you so much madi we'll help you through this okay? please dont hide shit like this from us again." then nick and chris join the hug. "i love you madi, never forget that. we can help you okay?" he says and hugs me again "i love you guys too" we had a sleepover in chriss room that night.
