TW: death threats, ED, talk of starving yourself.
A/N:take care pls I love you sm. My dms are open if you ever need someone to listen. 🫶
Madi pov:
Last monday me and the triplets went to the beach and filmed a "last beach trip of the summer," and we had a ton of fun. The video came out last wendsday and I've been getting so much hate. There were people saying I was using my brothers for clout, and all the usual stuff. But there was one comment in particular that stuck out..
user.5: if i was madi id kill myself, shes so ugly. like go starve yourself.
I don't know why it made me feel so upset but it did. After I saw that comment the more I thought and the more they got into my head. I stopped eating. Its been around 2 days since I last had more than a fruit to eat. the boys had been in LA since last saturday and they came home yesterday. I don't know if they've noticed, they're so busy with social media anyway I doubt they'd care.Nick pov:
Me and my brothers, Matt and Chris, just got back home from our trip to LA. I noticed once we got back our sister, Madi had been acting a little weird. She usually talks to us a ton and sleeps in our rooms for the first night back from LA, but shes been cooped up in her room. She hasn't come out for more than to use the bathroom. I'm terribly worried about her. "Hey Chris?" I ask him as I walk into his room. "Yeah Nick whats up?" he replies turning around in his chair. "Have you noticed Madi acting a little.. off? I don't know she just doesn't seem okay." I say making my way to his bed sitting down. "Yeah I have, I kinda thought she was watching a series or something like that. Maybe she had homework?" Chris replies. "Yeah but she never does homework, Im gonna talk to Matt see if he noticed anything I think we need to talk with her." I say walking over to the door and waving bye.
Matt pov:
I was sitting on my phone texting my friend when Nick walks into my room. "God its like a dungeon in here, anyway, have you noticed anything weird about Madi recently?" Nick says sitting next to me on my bed. "Yeah actually, she hasn't been as clingy as she usually is when we get back from LA. Im actually worried. I miss it too. I hope she doesn't think she annoyed us, I miss first night back sleepovers Chris' room." I reply. "We should go check on her, shouldn't we?" Nick says with a sad smile on his face. "Yeah, I think we should. I'll get Chris and tell him about it." I say making my way out of my dungeo- room.Madi pov:
I was spiralling again. I decided to open instagram and check out all my favorite influencers and promote my friends when I kept seeing hate pages that were of... me. I couldn't help but cry. I was borderline sobbing when I hear a knock at my door. Shit. I quickly wipe my tears and say "Come in". I knew it was my brothers. Our parents don't have the decency to knock most of the time and my door doesn't lock. "We really need to talk" Nick says. "Whats wrong Mads? We can see it in your face. Somethings not right." Chris says while studying my face. "Were really worried about you sweetheart." Nick says and he looks like hes about to cry. "I've just been getting some hate, thats all.," I say trying to downplay the situation. I hated having my brothers worried about me. "Madi.. when was the last time you had a meal?" Matt asks as I freeze. The question I was hoping they weren't gonna ask. "Um I think 2 days ago..," I say and watch their faces drop. Nick starts crying a little, he never cried infront of people. Rarely his siblings. Matt gives me a hug as hes closest next to me. "You gotta eat kid. Your gonna hurt yourself. " he whispers into my ear. Chris and Nick soon join into the hug. Chris leads me into the kitchen and hugs me again and tells me he loves and cares about me and then he pulls out his phone and starts asking if j want pizza. "I can't Chris. Its too much I can't." I say starting to cry. Its okay Madi let it all out. Were here for you.," I hear Matt say. "How about chinese food?" I hear Nick say. I manage to mutter up a loud enough yes for Chris to hear me. I hate feeling this weak. "Do you want sweet and sour chicken like usual Madi?" Chris asks, I nod a yes. Everyone orders their food and we start a movie while we wait. My head is on Matts shoulder and my legs are on Chris and Nicks laps. Im not excited to eat but what my brothers want, my brothers get. Almost like it was on cue, the doorbell rings. "Food!" Chris says smiling and running to the door. I walk to the kitchen with Matt and Nick. Chris hands me my food and I can feel myself filling with anxiety. I just stare at my food until Nick shakes my shoulder. "Its alright sweetheart" Nick says, "Let me open this for you" Matt says reaching over and opening the boxes. I get handed a fork by Chris and I slowly take a bite of rice. "Im proud of you," I hear Matt whisper to me. I smile back at him. I can do anything when I have my brothers by my side.
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