Stars and Moons[slow Updates]

Chapter 3:•~ Class~•

TW self harm is in this chapter I'll put 🛑 before and after so skip if you don't like there is also smoking I don't have experience with smoking so that will be bad but I have had experience with sh.
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Severus POV

I woke up to a pillow being thrown at me."Bro what the fuck" I say sleepy and angrily. "You need to get up, mate" Avery mumbled "You slept in the rest are already at breakfast". "Alright I'm up" I said still annoyed.

After getting ready and going to the great hall for breakfast. I sat at the Slytherin table with Reg, Lucius, cissa, Bella, and Andy. "Hey guys" "Hey Sev" I started to put waffles on my plate with syrup and strawberries.

"Hey, Sev, can I ask you a question?" The youngest black brother asked "Yeah what up?" "Last night I forgot something in the common room so I went to get it and I saw you leave, where did you go?" He asked me.

"Oh I couldn't sleep so I went on a little walk" I said "Ok but please don't get caught by perfects please and be careful" Reg said "I'll never get caught by perfects I swear I haven't before and I won't now" I told him. "Ok as a perfect don't do that and if you do I'll let you go but other perfects won't" Lucius said butting in to our conversation.

"Stop worrying I'll be fine and thanks"

•~Time skip because I'm lazy~•

Sirius POV:
I was sitting in class DADA to be specific. I was sitting next to James and I need to talk with the other Marauders about leaving Snape alone.

Snapes sitting next to Avery two rows in front of me taking notes if the lesson it was a beautiful site to see. His hands working how hard he can grip the pencil. (I'm so sorry about the cringe)

"ius Sirius" Prongs, I must have been dozing off "Yes Prongs" I answered. "You're dozing off what are you thinking about" "Just a prank but we done it already but I'm thinking of trying to make it better".

"Ohh yes tell me which one late-" he was cut off by professor McGonagall. "Mr Black and Mr Potter do you boys have something to say to the class". "No professor McGonagall nothing" I say while the whole class was looking at us. I looked at moony and wormtail it was like a look that says I'll tell you later.

•~time skip to lunch~•

Sevs POV

I'm sitting at Slytherin table with my friends I'm zoning out like most times. I'm still thinking about why Sirius Black of all people want to be friends with me. Sometimes I feel like my friends don't want to be my friends, like they just are friends with me because they feel sorry I mean why would they want to be friends with a filthy little half-blood like me.

It's hard like why do they like me I'm a freak like my father said I'm a ugly bitch not even my parents love me so why should my friends like me or Sirius. I don't have a shot with anyone.

Sometimes I feel a urge you know it's a urge to hurt myself and sometimes I give in to it. I guess the reason I do it is because I wanna feel something when I don't know what to feel like there's a void in me that sucks all my feelings up and there's only one way for me to feel something whether it's pain or scared wherever it is I just need to feel something.

Right now is one of the times I feel like I need to feel something. "Hey guys I need to go to the bathroom I'll be back" "Okay Sev we'll be here" I get up to make my way to the bathroom.

When I get there I go to the last stall and shut the door and put a silencing charm.

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I put my hand in my pocket and took out a lighter I took from my dad before I left. I took down my trousers and jocks and lit the flame.

I took it too inner thigh and started to count. "Ahh" I gasp "1.....2.....3.....4.....5" I held it on my left thigh then took it off and put it on my right. "1.....2.....3.....4.....5" I took it off and turned it off. I put my jocks and trousers on.
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I took out a cigarette and lit it with the lighter and took a long sucked in and blew out. "Sev are you okay? its almost been 10 minutes it's Regulus" I took the silencing charm off before I speak " I'm ok Reg thanks" I got up off the floor and but my cigarette in the toilet and flush it down.

I got out the stall where Reg was. I started to wash my hands "Sev your eyes are red were you crying" "No no I promise I'm fine" "Okay but please tell me if you aren't ok" Reg started to push. "I will, promise" I said as I started walking to class. "Bye Reg"

"Bye Sev"

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Hey peeps,
I'm sorry about the late update and I'm also sorry about the wording I live in Australia and we use different words. So I'm trying my best to use different words that's British and shit. But thanks for reading this shit. Bye people.