Narration POV
It was near the end of the day for our two young boys, the both were distant to each other. Though however, light conversation was made between them at times. Cassidy had the same exact homeroom teacher as the two, she watched them, as they were the only ones she knew in the class. Like Evan, she was very antisocial towards people, except the people she knows, and are friends with her.
She couldn't help but watch in spite of the two love birds, it was quite obvious that the two shared the same feelings as one another, but the two didn't act on it. One being that they were too scared, shy, and the fear of being rejected, while the other is still going through an identity crisis... more or less it was very entertaining for her to watch.
'I think I should at least give Evan some advice... a mute to another mute...' Cassidy thought. Her, and Evan could most definitely get along, as both of them were m quiet, and a little lonely, more so than the other. She could also see a little part of herself in Evan.
The loneliness in his eyes, whenever he wasn't with Gregory, or whenever he gets named called, bullied, harassed. She can see the despair in his eyes, she can relate to him.
Cassidy looked at the two more closely, analyzing the two with her unique eyes. She had the talent to read people easily, it was a 6th sense to her.
Gregory was trying to make conversation, but couldn't find the words to start one, or just express himself to do so. Why is it so difficult now? Before, he could think of just about anything to start a conversation with Evan, but now... he had to think about it, to see if what he says isn't stupid, or sounds funny.
He also couldn't help, but stare at him for long periods of time.
Though, it did get him in trouble in class in the middle of PE. The teacher had yelled at him with the words, '"GAY BOY! QUIT HAVING WET DREAMS ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND AND GET A MOVE ON THE TRACK!"' Just thinking of the memory brought a big blush to his face. Boyfriend? No Evan would not want to be his Boyfriend.
Though he wished he was...
How unfortunate he was that he couldn't be the one for Evan.
Speaking of Evan, he was currently trying to build up the courage to speak to Gregory. Of course this would have been made easier, if it wasn't for the fact of what the PE teacher said, and if it wasn't for his sudden feeling of shyness all of a sudden. He felt like he was unwanted, a waste of time, he felt as if he was annoying Gregory with his constant requests for attention.
He's never been this clingy with anyone before. He used to always stick by his sisters side, but now, he barely even talks to her. He puts so much focus into Gregory that he doesn't realize that he's pushing his sister away. His Fredbear plush is still something he holds onto dearly, making sure not a speck of dirt is put on it. It still had a faint of smell of Gregory's cologne when he sprayed some on his bear.
Since then, he hasn't had any nightmares, and can sleep peacefully, getting about seven hours, instead of the usual two. Evan felt like he owed Gregory the world. If it wasn't for him, he would've never been here, he would've never gotten out of his nightmare.
'I just wish I can hold onto you... for as long as I want.' Evan day dreamed, hugging Gregory, breathing in his coconut scent. The thought of that made his palms sweaty (knees weak arms are heavy) and his face burn up.
'I... I need to talk to Elizabeth about this... I need help...' Evan said to himself. The dance was coming, and he knew that Gregory and everyone else was coming, especially the new kids.
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Life Does Get Easier... (Gregory X Evan, Book 1) *COMPLETED*
Fanfiction"Life will never get easier..." That's something Evan has always thought. For years he's been bullied at school, abused at home by his older brother, and has to deal with the nightmares that keep happening every night. He thinks that he'll be lon...
