cold husband

chapter 11

(before starting this chapter i kindly want to request you to check previous part again.... I did little changes in there age )

Still flashback
Jungkook pov

Jungkook: she left me hyung.... She left me..... I said as hug his waist
Jin hyung pat my head while exchanging looks with members after some time i clam a little.
I told them everything she said
Jungkook: I'm sorry hyung i-i didn't believe you when you warn me instead I fought with you, i-i punch you , i didn't trust you hyung i-i'm sorry
I apologise as i started to cry again i didn't wanted to cry but this damn tears weren't stoping.... I cried on hyungs lap , he was patting my head to clam me , to comfort me after some minutes i slept there

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Days were passing... Jungkook didn't went to high school for one month after that, ofc his hyungs visit him....
This thing somehow reached to his appa as he told jungkook to attend school
He becomes too silent,quite ,cold, emotionless infront of others but he was same jungkook for his hyung but a silent one....
Year pass, his hyungs told him to move on , find some other girls , he did that too but those girls were just a gold digger who wanted his money after getting enough they were living him.
After some months he stopped finding anyone
Years passed, he and his hyungs were already graduated and now they are in university... Here they met park jimin
He became close to them in short time as time pass he get to know about jungkook and Ara but he never ask anything to Jungkook

It was like every other day , jungkook and his hyungs were talking in corridor when jungkook hear her voice again, calling his name , he turn back to look at the owner of voice, he was just hoping it's not her but his smiling face turn into cold and emotionless when he saw.... Her after many years
He didn't saw her after that day even they were in same school he choose to ignore her but he was hearing things about her like Hyujin as always dumped girl after using her and that girl was Ara, after a month he Heard she got engaged with another playboy of school.... It's become normal for him to hear her name with another boy after every 2-3 months
Ara: how are you kook??
He missed her but didn't show as he didn't wanted to cry infront of her, he didn't wanted to show her how much he still into her
Yess.... He still love her, he still have things she gifted him, he still have memories which they made together
Jungkook come back to reality when he felt someone's hand on his shoulder, he look back to see his hyungs and the hand belong to tae
They assured him that they are with him
Jungkook look at her
Jungkook: fine
Ara: good to here., I'm also fine
Jungkook: i didn't ask , but still he feels good when she said she is fine....
Ara: c...can we.... Can we talk in private
Jungkook: no
Saying this jungkook left from there followed by hyungs
He didn't loose his mind but only he know how he is going to cry tonight
Jin know this so he decided to stay with him tonight
As always jungkook cried till he fell asleep but today his hyung was there to pat his head and comfort him
Ara was still approching him but he didn't talk to her but it's been month since she is approaching him, she pleaded him so he agreed to meet her in rooftop

Ara: thank you jungkook, you came to meet me
Jungkook: just come to the point
Ara: I'm sorry jungkook, i said those things to you.... I..i was blinded by Hyujin's word, he... He manipulate me but after using me he... He leave me
I tried to talk to you after that but you were ignoring me... I felt so lonely so i started dating, it's become my habit. I didn't wanted to do it... I always missed you kook... I missed you
I said with tears flowing through her eyes
Jungkook looked away to wipe his eyes secretly
Jungkook: so....
Ara look at him and said
Ara: please...... G.. give me o-one ch-chance
Jungkook: noo
Saying this jungkook turn to leave but he froze on his track as he feel her backhugging him
Ara: don't leave me please..... Please d-dont leave me
He stays still as she talk further
Ara: i promise I won't leave you like last time.... I still love you kook, please give me one chance
He turn to face her
Jungkook: why... ? And how can I trust you
Ara: please I'll win your heart again... I'll try my best jungkook,bjust give me 2 months after that tell me your final answer jungkook please don't refuse please....
Jungkook: let's see
Saying this jungkook finally left

Flashback over

Jungkook: i gave her one more chance but she left me, she broke me again
You know th-that day i-i was very happy as my mind was finally going to accept her but i got her msg , saying to 'meet me in park' , i-i thought it's another date so i went
On the way there i brought lavender flowers as she loves it , i hide it behind my back and approach her setting figure
I sat there
Ara: ohh you already here...
Jungkook: hm..act-
Ara : actually jungkook i called you here to talk something important
Hearing her serious voice his face turn into worried one , his heart was pounding fast , his fear was increasing
The fear of loosing her.....again
Jungkook: w-w-hat
Ara: jungkook, I'm giving up on you...
His heart again broke,that thing happen which he was most scared of
Ara: jungkook, it's been 4 monthes since I'm trying but nothing is working and moreover I'm living for the London tomorrow, my grandpa is sick, his chances of living are less so I've to go maybe we'll be settled there as after grandpa my dad have to run his company and all. So it's good to end everything.. i can't stay in long distance relationship. I just wanted to meet you for the last time maybe....
I don't know about you but I will always love you
Yn: this all happened year before our marriage???
Jungkook: yes, i become more cold , silent, emotionless after that
We were done with the study there so we come back to Korea jimin hyung were always with me even in Busan he never leave me alone
Jungkook was talking but his eyes were full of tears
Yn went and sit beside his chair, he look at her before he could understand she hugs him tightly as she was verge to cry , jungkook also broke down in tears yn somehow clam him
Yn: you know when eomma told me you have some reason behind your cold behaviour... I guessed it's about girl but i never thought that it's this much painful.....
Jungkook didn't said anything just give her small smile
There was silence in between them no one spoke until

Yn: do you still love her...????

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This chapter is also full of flashback but what can I do when my brain is telling me to write.....

Well I'm posting today but I'm not sure when I'll post next part
I hope you enjoyed
Thank you