A Broken Boy

Chapter 4, The big secret

As I continued to watch the tense scene, not sure what to do for I was just a little bug compared to Sam who was tall, large, and wasn't in the best of moods/ and my dad made everything much- Much worse. Sam raised his head which held two gateways to hell, burning up in a world of fire fueled by hate as he remembered how his dad broke his heart, He pushed my mother over, falling down-crying. My dad (being a good husband) ran over to check if she was okay before facing off with Sam... she landed on her hand and sprained her wrist and I wanted to run over there to help so badly but I just couldn't-I was too scared... My father stood up and started to yell at Sam demanding him toleave the house, Sam chuckled and looked at the stairs... "NOW!... I can't let you hurt anyone else, you're a disgrace to our family name... and I am ashamed to call you my son, now leave" Sam blew out a sigh of air and pulled his hand back, and gave a large strike to his face. "Fuck you bitch! I'm so fucking tired of the shit you tell people!!! all the lying/ god!! Not only to me but to all the people you "Loved." Now tell her what you did! TELL HER!" Sam pushed him to the wall, his hand pressing down on his chest-breathing intensity as my dad wiped all the spit from his face-"I only hide the truth to protect this family, now leave or else! I'm warning you, Samuel! Leave-NOW!" He pushed Sam off him and pointed to the stairs and gave a firm look, "Not until you tell her what you did... Tell her what you did and I'll go"... My mom looked so confused and Abby started to cry so Shelly went to get Abby's favorite doll, we're all scared, me especially when I realized dad had a gun on his belt... I would've never guessed Sam would do that to mom, I could feel an angry being taking over me only being controlled by my fear. Sam looked deep into dads eyes, the gateways to hell had a killer look in them, his hands were locked into fists-ready to give a beating. Then his lips started to whisper to him, I couldn't hear him because Abby was crying and my heart was beating like a train on the continental railroad- beat after a beat I just wanted to stop this nonsense and have everything back to the way it is. I poked my head out a little more but still-just the sounds of faint breathing and whisps, but I was pretty sure he wanted him to tell her what it was he's been hiding. "I have another family okay!!!...I work as an undercover spy and have a family in Britain, 2 kids... both girls and a wife, when I leave them I go to "war" but it's just my time off to see you guys... I was sent to find Britain's deepest secrets and once my mission is done I'm told to kill them, and I will do as told... but with you guys, I love you... and I'm sorry, there's nothing to say, Sam's friend told him, I worked with his father undercover, he was the "uncle" and I'm so sorry," I was shocked at this, I felt a hold dug up in my heart and I could feel my soul leaving my body... I was paralyzed in shock and never felt something like that, I was overwhelmed with sadness and confusion-who could I trust?  "I was going to tell you but I didn't want to give you more stress, this is my true family and there are just rules in the military were obliged to, I love u so much Camron" We all went quiet.... my mom just laid there on the ground both in physical pain and emotional pain, Sam looked down-he hoped what his friend told him was all lies, but it was at that moment he knew... his dad was not to be trusted. My dad tried to muster up the courage to say something to his disappointed family- but was too lost for words. Everything I knew about my father was a lie, he was a lie, and I just wanted him to leave because I couldn't stand looking at his face. Sam looked at all of us, he saw his mother, me, and could hear the girls in my room-then he grabbed dad by his jacket and pushed him to the wall breathing harshly and looking him dead in the eyes, "You see this? You see your family? This what you wanted huh? If you wanted a broken family congratulations, you won the jack pot!" My dad was silent... letting Sam pin him to the wall, he lowered his head in shame...then looked over to his wife- then back down. Sam continued to breath viciously at my dad, waiting for an answer from this miserable man who he once called his father- friend- trusted mate... "Answer me old man!" He lifted him up and threw him to the ground, my mom tried to stop it but Sam looked back at her with a warning, scary face as soon as he heard her dragging her body weight across the floor. My dad was slammed to the ground and he could feel the air leave his lungs, quenching for a breath of air. Sam looked back at his helpless dad and lowered his body on him and grabbed the collar of his shirt with one hand and pulled back the other hand, a fist full of anger from betrayal and hatred. "This is what you get for breaking everyone's heart..." He unleashed all that was in his heart and blow after blow he let his fist meet dad's face, blood dripped down his nose the river that ran around our town-his eyes were closing, his chest slowly going from deep quick breaths to slow small ones...