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If you don't think you can't realize,
You can't act,
You can't hide,
If you don't think you don't understand,
Don't realize you're falling,
Don't realize you're hurting.
I'm in pain. Why can't it stop?
Reliance on medicine.
Hiding in fantasy.
Wondering and scaring myself.
Why do I have these thoughts?
Can I not get a break?
The weekend seems so long.
The week even longer.
Forget.
Be absorbed.
Stop thinking.
Feel.
Repeat.
I hate how the cycle is.
How it repeats.
How I can do nothing.
I hate it.
I just want a break...
Please give me a break...
Please let me rest...
Please...
I don't want to be tired anymore.
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Written in the year 2022, by kai_allen.
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A Dumbass's Diary
PoesíaI write poetry to help express the emotions that are too much for me to handle. I'm sorry if you relate, I would say I'm open to talk but I've been told I'm a bit emotionally stunted. Any feedback is appreciated! (My favorite title for this was "Hi...
