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This pain in my chest won't go away.
No matter how much I want to live to see another day.The "what ifs" cloud my mind.
Making me ponder doing something that I can't rewind.Oh, I don't really want to, but the promises seduce me.
Life would I longer have its hold and control me.But I can't do that, as my loved ones would despair.
And I can't disappoint them, cause even in death, I would be plagued by the damage that can't be repaired.
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Written in the year 2023, by kai_allen.
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PoetryI write poetry to help express the emotions that are too much for me to handle. I'm sorry if you relate, I would say I'm open to talk but I've been told I'm a bit emotionally stunted. Any feedback is appreciated! (My favorite title for this was "Hi...