(A/N: 1 nasty line in this just a warning so i don't get yelled at lol.)
"Call me Simon."
No word was spoken for the rest of the night, eventually we walked back to the base, but it was a comfortable silence. We parted ways and said our Goodnights.
I want to know more about his childhood, i want to know why he is the way he is. And i feel like i'm slowly getting there. That was our first real conversation, even thought it wasn't very long, it meant a lot to me that he came to find me.
I haven't forgotten that he told me he watches me, i know it would freak a girl out if a man like him told her he watches her, but it brought me comfort. He shows that he cares in his own ways, and i love it. I'm afraid i'm growing real feelings towards him, whenever i see him my heart skips a beat. But i can't grow feelings, love doesn't mix well with our job.
Love distracts you. It changes you, it has a choke hold on you that's hard to shake off. But fuck. I cant resist. And i'm scared.
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I couldn't sleep all night. He hasn't left my mind. As much as i refuse to admit it, he's taken a piece of my heart. I look at my watch and it reads 0500. (5 a.m.) I think i'll go for a run. I put on a hoodie, leggings, and my running shoes.
It feels nice today, it's not too cold and it's not too hot. It's perfect. I notice a big silhouette in the corner of my eye, it's someone lifting weights. With their shirt off. And he's covered in tattoos. Wearing a cotton skull face mask. I guess he switches off depending on the activity?
Dear God does he fucking sleep in that thing? It's seriously getting ridiculous.
I cant help but stare. I mean, who wouldn't? I hide in the bushes like a creep, just watching.
Goddamn he's fucking sexy. I need this man to fuck the living shit out of me, and i need it soon. Or else i'll go insane.
I watch as his big veins pop out with ever rep, i can hear his grunts from across the pavement. Every time he was finished with a rep, he stretches, giving me a full view of the V, leading down to the monster i saw 2 weeks ago.
Oh. My. God. I've never been this turned on by a man in my fucking life. The thoughts i have running through my mind right now.. i want him to shove his veiny dick down my fucking throat with no warnin-
"Y/n? What are you doing?" I hear Soap's voice from behind me, disturbing my day dream.
"Oh, i'm just.. soaking up the sun. Yes it just felt really good." i'm scrambling to find an excuse, Soap always knows when I'm lying.
He looks up to see what i was so fixated on, then looks back down at me.
"If you ever mention this to anyone John MacTavish i will make you wish you were never born." I stood up and got in his face, as if i looked threatening at all.
"I don't know what you're talking about, i saw absolutely nothing." he then starts laughing. Very hard.
But you see what i didn't notice was a pair of black eyes watching us the entire time, who heard the entire altercation.
"Okay good." I said and started walking away.
"Well, one of us definitely saw something. And he's walking this way, I'm going to go water the grass. Good luck." He said and stormed off. Leaving me with a very confused looking Ghos- Simon.
"Hi." I said awkwardly.
"What was that?" He asked me.
"Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Well i gotta go-" I started walking away but he grabbed me.
"Were you stalking me?" Now he's teasing me.
"What? No. I was just...trying to get a tan!" I'm panicking now.
"In the bushes?"
"Well i needed some shade you know, too much sun can be very bad for you." My eyes have been glued to my shoes since he walked up to me. I haven't blushed this hard in a very long time.
"I know you've been sitting here for the last 30 minutes, I'm not an idiot." He was enjoying this, making me uncomfortable. Dick.
"I don't have to explain myself to you Simon. I'm a free women." Girl what the fuck are you talking about.
"Were you daydreaming about me?" he's really amused by this situation.
"Put a shirt on and we'll talk.."
"You seem to enjoy it without it on, no?" He tilted his head as he spoke, what are you doing to me Simon Riley.
"What do you want me to say? Yes i was stalking you okay whatever you told me you fucking watch me so we're even." please stop talking.
"Hmm... i guess you're right. You can go back to 'tanning', I'm not finished." He let go of me and walked away. I couldn't help but stare at his back as he walked away, i didn't notice all of the scars he had on his body. It just makes him even more sexier. As much as i wanted to stay for the show, i've never been more embarrassed in my life.
What the fuck y/n. Get a grip. I need to go take a cold shower.
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We're moving to a new location tomorrow morning. Amsterdam. Although i'm bummed i won't be able to visit my thinking rock anymore, i'm excited to leave Mexico. I've never been to Amsterdam.
Tonight's my last night at the river, and i've decided to go for a swim. I didn't bring a bathing suit and i refuse to get my underwear & bra wet so i've decided to swim naked. No one comes here so i should be in the clear.
I start stripping, piece by piece. I threw my clothes on my rock and jumped into the water. It's cold as fuck but it feels really nice. I then hear a branch crack, and i freak the fuck out.
Im praying it's an animal because if its a person then i'm going to be so fucking embarrassed. That would be twice in 1 day. It's the person i've been dreading to see the most, Simon Riley. Of course this shit would fucking happen to me, sometimes it feels like i'm a main character in a show or something.
"Y/n? Where are you?" i hear him shout in his thick, sexy voice. I try to hide so he wouldn't see me, this is beyond embarrassing.
"I see your clothes, answer me."
Fuck.
"Yes i'm in here, I'm naked so don't look." I swim to the front, covering my body the best i could.
"Hmmm.." was all he said.
"Did you need something?" i asked.
"Soap is looking for you." He said and he started walking back.
I don't know what came over me or if i'm going to regret this but-
"Come in."
He slowly turned around, "Right now?"
"No. Tomorrow. Obviously right now."
He pondered for a moment. I see the confliction in his eyes.
"I thought you didn't want me to see you naked."
"Fine, never mind leave." I said and swam away. But then i hear a zipper... and a splash.
My eyes widen.. he's naked..
and he took his mask off.
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