"She's depressed I know it," my father started. I just sunk further into the slippery chair, it was my 3rd week of chemo I still wasn't used to the fact that I wanted to blow chunks every 4 seconds. I keep getting told it's gonna take some getting used to, it's so ironic how 5 years ago I was a happy normal 10 year old with two parents who loved me, and a brother who I argued with on a daily basis. Now my mums in rehab and my brothers in college. And I'm far from happy. I don't know if it's because of the way that I was raised but I can't seem to grasp what went wrong. I can't seem to get to this one month. The August of my 14th year. I met a boy, fell in love, and fell out of love. It ruined me, I got over it, then my brother moved away. Then mum got sent to rehab. And slowly my life went into a spiral of doom. I started starving myself, got diagnosed with social anxiety and anorexia and just 2 months ago I was diagnosed with *insert a type of cancer* my life has been a living hell yeah yeah, some people have it worse but really, I have it pretty bad. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I was born into a different family, in a different country even! I don't know sometimes, I just try to remember parts of August. My mind searching for a reason thay boy broke me so much. That I couldn't pick up the pieces. No one could. I mean I'm nothing special, why did he choose to do this to me? That's what he said when he left that he chose me, of all people, why me? I didn't deserve it, but here I am a fragile body, being swallowed into the black hospital chair while I wait for more bad news.
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A/N: thanks for reading the first chapter of: the 2 a.m boy. I don't know about the title if you have a better one please do leave it below because honestly I suck at titles. I love this story line and I hope you enjoy this!
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the 2 a.m boy
Short StoryAnastasia Eleanor Edwards. A 15 year old girl who is constantly in and out of hospital for various reasons. She falls sick with cancer and has to tick things off her bucket list one by one. While battling cancer, she also has to battle social anxie...
