A Letdown

12 3 0
                                    

Darkness is my closest ally
I see no escape from it
Perhaps it is my one and only friend
Because It does not leave my side
Yet i want to get rid of it.

I give it no priority
Yet it gives me priority.

Oh darkness my old friend
There are no such instances where you've left me alone

There have been many friends in my life.
I have had such friends who were,
The best ones,
The closest ones,
The ones for whom you'd give every part of your life away,
The ones that keep you alive,
The ones that make it all worth it.

Yet such of my friends willingly or unknowingly left.
There's already a question wandering in my silly mind,
If i will ever be enough for someone,
Or will i ever have a friend that will stick with me till the end of my lifetime?

I fear the idea of being a letdown,
Yet i am turning into one.
Will i ever be enough?
For my friends?
For myself?
I wonder who will save me now?
Oh Darkness my friend, has my time come?
Will you now engulf me?
And when you do
Who will save me?

~ J.S

A Fool's DreamWhere stories live. Discover now