No More Second Chances // Gyuhan AU

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Jeonghan is currently out riding at the beach, the ends of the world, of Scotland. He had always found this to be one of the things he loves. It made him feel free to as he pleases, without anyone knowing of what he's doing.

This peace, however, is ruined by the sound of another horse galloping behind him and towards him. He then starting reigning the horse to start running as fast as it could— To try and get away.

But the rider behind did not halt.

Pissed off at the intrusion, he turned his horse back to see the rider, yet his anger subsides at the sight.

Jeonghan could feel his heart beat wildly as his eyes locks in with the person. His lips pressed in a thin line, his throat noticeably gulping down, shaky breaths were drawn and he could feel the way his body just wants to throw itself to the man.

"Time's up. No more running away. I found you, Angel."

A month after Jeonghan left //

Mingyu kept pacing around his room, Jeonghan's room in his house. The place was left as it was but without the person he loves, without knowing if he's safe or not. A month has passed and not a single word nor glimpse from Yoon Jeonghan.

"Ang tanga naman kasi Gyu. Kailangan mo ba talaga isagad?! Alam mo namang kaka-divorce lang ng tao sa 20 years of marriage sa love of his life! Ang tanga!" Ani nito sa sarili.

Mingyu has been blaming himself every second he could get, and he knows he couldn't take it back, but if he could he would: If that meant Jeonghan wouldn't leave on his own.

"Di ko alam kung saan ako magsisismulang maghanap. Fuck! Han please fucking come back... I fucking miss you, Yoon Jeonghan."

Silence was all the space could offer him and it was deafening. And sa sobrang gigil at galit nito, naihampas at naibato na niya lahat ng gamit na malapit sakanya. Mingyu also threw the mini fridge and the glasses shattering were heard around the house; good thing Soonyoung was out and with the Yoons.

Realizing at what he had just done, Mingyu started cleaning up. Then he accidently stepped on some shards and cuts his fingers and hands at his multiple attempts in trying to be careful, but he relented and let the blood trickle down his fingers and feet.

Afterall, the pain of the heart hurts worst than the pain on the body.

Finishing up his cleaning, he then started took a long soak inside his bathtub. Cleaning and pulling out tiny shards off his feet and hands in the process.

After the bath and treating his cuts, he goes straight to his closet to which he took fresh clothes from. As he grabs the shirt, the exact shirt that he had on him before Jeonghan left, a wrinkled/torn out paper slips out as it unfolds.

He didn't mind it at first, but as he stared at it, some words stained on the other side of the paper and he knew the way the letters were written. Mingyu picked it up and immediately unfolded it.

When he was done reading it, he started dialing a close friend of his.

???: Hello?

Mingyu: Myungho, I need you to help me find—

Myungho: Yoon Jeonghan?

Mingyu: Yes. I need to find Han. We'll start tomorrow.

.....

'Kim Mingyu,

I'm sorry if I left abruptly, and I somehow have an intuition that you may have already been sober enough to know what you had just asked me.