This is my burden to carry [Competed]

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 2

|Sanzu POV|

It has been a couple of weeks since Ran had seen that picture, I was walking home in the rain not caring how wet I was getting (sounds so wrong) I saw Ran's car driving past and he ran over a puddle and the puddle splashed all over me making me even more soaked I sigh and continue to walk home.

|Ran POV|

I was driving home, and I saw Sanzu walking in the rain and so I drove faster and ran over the puddle I saw and made Sanzu even more wet than before. I did feel a bit guilty, but he cheated on me and that fucking hurts knowing the person who I love and trusted go off to other men and take their dick.

|No One POV|

Sanzu had finally got home and placed his shoes near the door and walked to the bathroom and placed his wet clothes in the pile of dirty clothes that he would wash later. He looked down at his body in disgust, he saw the whip slashes, bruises big or small, the marks the older males made and also all the cuts he himself made.

He looked up to see the two diamonds scars on both corner of his mouth which was made from when he was protecting his little sister Senju. Sanzu just stares at himself, his mind went autopilot next thing he knew his arms bleeding huge amount of blood.

He quickly cleaned the mess up and bandaged the fresh cuts up and slowly walked to his bedroom not wanting to eat. He got dressed into sweatpants and one of Ran's hoodies that he stole without Ran knowing when he last went over. He cuddled the plushie that Ran had won him on their first date, he laid on his bed where Ran would always sleep when he was over. Sanzu could still smell Ran scent making him burst into tears.

That night in Sanzu apartment you could hear the muffled cries and begging coming from the pink haired male's room hoping this was all just one long nightmare.

With Ran, he started smoking and drinking much more, his younger brother started getting more worried for his brother health. Ran would bring girls home and fuck them, but all these girls had something in common they all looked a bit similar to Sanzu, either having long pink hair or emerald, blue eyes with long lashes. But none of them could ever replace Sanzu and both Ran and Rindou knew that.

Rindou was getting worried for both Ran and Sanzu, both were family to him, and he can see how big this impact has hurt them a lot more than how others see. Rindou started having more lack of sleep and zoning out during the days and being lost in thought.

Sanzu was always there to help him with his insecurities and anxiety and whenever he had a panic attack and other problems that even Ran didn't know about. But now he can't and Rindou had started to lock himself up again, he began ignoring his friends and stopped going out instead he began locking himself up in his room.

Koko, Kazutora, Hanma, Kisaki, Izana and Kakucho who has been observing the three, they saw how this problem had affect them deeply. Those 6 were worried about the 3 and wanted to know both stories but Sanzu started ignoring everyone and started becoming violence and unsteady so they couldn't approach him since he has started to become dangerous once angered last week he had put a group off males into hospital.

He also started taking large amounts of pills, the only person who was able to make Sanzu speak was Rindou when he asked for something. Making the group surprised that it was Rindou who was able to make the pink haired male talk and noting yelling out threats or cursing.

As the group sat at a café trying to figure what happened and certain raven came to the table and sat next to Kazutora making the group confused "Baji?" Kazutora was confused "It was force sex" he says looking completely serious making the group once again surprised but also shock since they never seen Baji serious usually they only see him angry, stupid, or dumb, but they were also shocked from what the male has said "What do you mean?" Izana asked.