This is my burden to carry [Competed]

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 4

|Sanzu POV|

I was walking down the hall where all the dirty glares were sent to me, but I didn't care it became normal. I felt one of the girls push me down the staircase and laughed at me I then felt blood dripping, but I didn't care I stood up and walked away making others shocked.

I saw how happy Ran was, so I stopped trying and just kept out of his way. I sat in the bathroom and played with the spear razor I had since Baji saved me when I attempt suicide and took all the blades expect this one since he didn't find it.

I watch how the blood ran down my arm like a beautiful art piece making me smile. I had run out of LSD it feels nice being high and not sober, but I've got nothing since the group found me taking very large amounts of random shit I couldn't even remember the name off.

Everyone was in the hall since we had an assembly. I suddenly see Koko, Kisaki, Izana, Hanma, Kazutora and lastly Baji walk on to the stage making me surprised since they looked very serious.

I then saw some older people and adults here and police? then I spot them the guys who made me have sex with them. I wanted to run away but I couldn't since I was next to Ran who was talking to Rindou I was shaking but I tried focusing on the male in front of me but I couldn't I saw how the older males were licking their lips as their eyes were on me scanning my body up and down. I felt fear rising in me, but I had to stop I could feel Ran's eyes on me I wanted to go back in time where things were more happier and simple.

|Ran POV|

We were having an assembly I sat next to Rindou and Sanzu... Man it feels weird saying his last name. I look in the corner of my eye to see the one I love so much tremble making me confused. I nudge Rin to get his attention. He glares and me, but I move so he could see how panic Sanzu was making him shocked as well and looked worried. There was only one thing for me to do since it was the only that could calm him down. I grab his hand making him whip his head at so fast I thought he hurt himself.

He then looked down and saw how our fingers interwind making his eyes shine a bit more and not so dull and dead like how they become after I saw how he cheated on me. Now that I think about it Sanzu has become paler and paler as days go on, he always wear baggy clothes and long sleeve shirt or a hoddie. He has also started getting eyebags which kept getting darker.

His shine in his eyes became forgotten he just looked like an empty shell with all will to live and happiness drained out of him, it hurts seeing him like this maybe I should have seen his side of the story, but I wouldn't let him and let my anger on him instead.

|NO ONE POV|

Baji suddenly shouted making everyone calm down and look at the guys on stage making some embarrassed of Baji and slapped their heads groaning.

Baji had a mic in his hands and smirked "You guys all are in for a treat" he says then the project was turned on so now there was a video playing from Koko Laptop "Look what we have here~" Izana says dangerously. Making some shiver.

The video begin to play and Sanzu saw what this was and tried running away but he forgot Ran was holding his hand so Ran looked confused and Sanzu tried getting out and Ran let him go. Sanzu ran away unnoticed by others and ran to where only him and Ran knew and brought his knees to his arms and started crying. Gripping harshly on his arms making some of his other cuts bleed out not that he noticed nor cared about.

Back with the others

Ran was confused on the male's behaviour but ignored it and watched the video that was being played on the projector.

The video
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