This is my burden to carry [Competed]

𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛

This chapter was by Requested:Writer2O1
Who gave me the idea and so I wrote it into a Side Chapter since I really liked the idea

|Sanzu POV|

It's been a couple of days after both mine and Ran's break up...It hurts a lot, they were my only reason why I kept going. I looked at my self in the mirror of my bathroom. I had a normal white shirt on and sweatpants. I untangled the red stained bandages and watched as they dropped to the floor.

I glanced at my arms...

'How beautiful my artwork is' I started at the red like ink which ran down the different lines. The lines were all different, some where long others were cut short, many were deep while few were light, some are old while multiple were new.

I held my phone as it brightened my bathroom, I scrolled threw my contacts and stopped across Ran...I open our messages and began to read through them all, I could hardly see due to the tears which wouldn't stop. I then text...

𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐁𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐑𝐚𝐧

I watched how he came online I saw the message but then left 'right...' I closed my phone but soon see it light up it was a text from Baji. I opened it to see him asking if I was alright I lightly laughed and sat on the floor and texted.

"I'm to tired and you all don't need me anymore as ive grown useless I might as well kill myself which I do plan on doing...Kei I'm to tired of this life Ran was my whole reason...Yea it's a dumb reason but you would understand if you truly loved someone for them, and with all the hate and bullying I don't think I can take it any longer.
Sorry Kei but this is our end....I'm glad we got to meet when we were kids"

I stood up and grabbed all the pills I had and filled my bathtub with cold water and sat in there still clothes on. I watched how the blood from my creation soon turned the clear water to red "beautiful" I grabbed random pills spilling some everywhere and swallowed all of the pills in one go.

What a beautiful way to end myself
To bad I could never apologise to Ran and rin...

|Baji POV|

After reading the sudden text I quickly stood up and I didn't care if it was the middle of class my best friend was about to kill himself, I bolted out the room and run down the hallway I soon see Rindou and locked my arm with his and dragged him away from Ran who looked shocked, but I could hardly care about him right now.

"You're going to help me" I shouted while jumping out the window and landing in a bush and began to run once more "WTF WHY?" I glanced at him while still running "Haru....he going to kill himself!" I say that seemed to make Rindou run, and I mean run. I was a little shocked, but I soon ran faster I needed to save Haru I couldn't lose him not again..

We soon made it to the house, and I broke open the door and Rindou ran inside and searched and so did I, I soon see letters on the kitchen benches all directed to me and a few others, I soon hear Rindou cry out Sanzu name from the bathroom.

|Rindou POV|

I felt panic raise over me when I heard the words that Baji had said, he couldn't leave I didn't want haru to die! I ran and ran I needed to save him. I could feel my eyes water a little, Ran was already destroyed I don't need Haru to leave.

As we ran I prayed hoping that pink idiot wouldn't do anything stupid. Once we got their Baji broke the door open by kicking it, I quickly rushed in and began to search all over. I soon checked the bathroom and that's when I cried out his name.

There he was, laying in blood stain water, the razor in his hand covered in blood from all the cutting, the pills which laid everywhere. His stained white shirt which stuck to his body, his hair which stuck to his body or spread around. His long lashes which made his empty blue eyes stand out, the two diamond shape scars which was in the corner of Sanzu lips.