Anger, all I feel is rage, all I can be is wrath, but in these dark decrepit thoughts there's hope. Hope for a brighter tomorrow, hope for a better future, for a better us. I hope to one day become whole again and not this broken mind. I don't care how much longer I need to fight, I don't care about how much I need to break, about how much I need to sacrifice to get there. But I will survive! I will not listen to the soothing voice of death, I will not be seduced by the easy ending. I will survive, I will fight, I will rebel 'till the day I die if that's what it takes to fix me. No matter how broken, no matter how alone, no matter how scared, no matter how traumatized, I will win this battle. Even if I have to destroy myself first to do so. Even though I feel like I can't be healed, even though I feel like I am nothing, even though I just want to die and be over with this, I will stay alive. You don't want to know the depths I went through to stay alive, fueled by my singular hatred for myself. Fueled by my anger, fueled by my rage, fueled by wrath, fueled by pain, fueled by hate, fueled by suffering, fueled by trauma and depression I will win. I will stand victorious. And like I promised I will go to Hollywood and kick the king or Queen off the throne, make them my bitch and take my rightful place as king. I will not only win the battle for my soul, I will win the battle for my dream as well. I will win and no one can stop me. Not even God!
30-03-2022
Hunter
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THE DARK ANGEL
PoesíaTHE DARK ANGEL Take a look into the mind of Hunter Bastiani. A troubled young man struggling with the horrors of mental illness. All that is written down are his or their thoughts... There are dark and depressive texts ahead, so be warned that viole...
