We walked to his car and he put my bags in the trunk . I sat so soild and still , it had been months since I rode with blrian . We started on our way and then asked that one question I didn't wanna answer but had to . "so you go with dric ?" That's one thing about hood niggas , they got the plug they find out everything without asking . " no , we're just friends . nothing more . nothing less . " " be honest .. Be 1k ... I know y'all dating " " blrian when have you even known me for lying ? " " true , but what made you want to ride with me ? You know I had make ramir ( his brother ) go home with someone else right ! " " well he could've came , but because I wanna apologize for how I acted towards you , I mean , I miss you and all too . " " oh so now you do ! Huh ? " " I did before , but you always trying to play a female aha " " aha man whatever " blrian was a crip so he had asked me to hand him the blue towel so he could wipe his wheels . if it wasn't blue he didn't want it . " so here's your house " " yeah . thanks for everything blrian. Call me later I guess. " before I now I turned to get my stuff and he kissed me on the lips . I blushed but I had to move away quick because I knew what his kisses led to . I ran off to the house . I felt bad because I felt like I was playing blrian and dric . what am I going to do now ?
I took my shower and right when I got out my phone rung . It was Blrian . I answered so quickly for some reason . why in the hell was I so hype ? . " hello ! " " wessuh baby , I wanna apologize about the kiss didn't mean to come off at you like that . " " ahaaaa you meant it B you meant it ! "" your right but I didn't expect that reaction "" your right , I didn't either I wanted more but you was playing " " me ? BLRIAN ? I Neva play you know that " " haha I know I know" sometimes I hated getting on the phone late night with him cause he always wanted to get freaky . phone sex was his way of getting sleep , so ain't no telling who he been on the phone with when he wasn't talking to me . " what you got on ?," " ugh clothes duuh "" I meant what type don't play shawdy " I loved when he got horny at night his voice was so damn sexy , he mad me weeet for days . " I got shorts and a t shirt on " " hmmmph you wanna ? "" we just started talking again
hell nah " " fine " we talked for the rest of the night and we fell asleep on the phone together.
I didn't go to school the next day because I was sick all of a sudden. I thought maybe blrian had gave me something. But I got checked . I had nothing. I picked up my pills and waitied for my ma to come get me. Dric had asked Me out again but blrian wanted to take me to the pool . I didn't know what I wanted to do , so I alternated days . I'd go out with dric Friday and pool Saturday with blrian. I felt like a hoe , talking to two guys at once. But I didn't know how to handle this all at once.
