I just stood there looking dumb . " what was that about ? Blrian asked " uh he had to tell me something about my exams . "" sure .. Looked like y'all were having a argument . " " nah no argument , I wanna go home ? Can you take me ? " " uh sure come on " I sat in the car and I started to cry . " what's wrong ? Was dric fucking with you ? Cause you know I'm always on GO I'll fuck a nigga up ! "" blrians its okay . I just wanna tell you " before I could finish blrian kissed me , I was so faded that I wanted it so bad so I kept going and going and I convinced myself to get in the back seat . we got back there and he was just drowning me in hickeys , ripping my clothes off piece by piece . I was enjoying it. Anything that took my mind off dric . I laid down and he got on top of me . Blrian started to finger my box slowly. I wanted him to stop and go all at the same time. It was like I wanted and didn't want. But it was funny that I was expecting more then some wet fingers . but that's all he got. Before I knew it I was at home sound asleep .
Well since the falling out I had a free Friday no school no date no plans . so I invited mikaylaa to come over and stay with me . She said she was coming over around 5 because I would have the house alone for the rest of the night . Our plans was that we were going to sneak blrian and his friends in well just him and ramir . Mikaylaa liked Ramir . even though he had a girl he cheated on her cause she had done it to him . I don't see why they just break up but anyways . Mikaylaa would have ramir I would have blrian . we had cute ass night shorts that squeezed our ass so we could give them niggas something watch . 9:00 came and we did has planned , they got there and we went them right to my room . We all talked and played around . then slowly as time got late we started to watch a scary movie but then some how the movie got cut off , along with the lights . Somehow we had all got seperated , ramir and mikaylaa was on the floor confessing there drunk feelings to one another , while Blrian and I were cuddled up in one another's clothes. He whispered in my ear " I need you in my life "" why ?,"" because you a rider fr . I love you "I didn't know whether he was being serious because he was drunk asf . "aww blrian that's cute but there's something I wanna tell you .. " " shush shush just sleep " his ass was always cutting me off ! Damn .
