I Woke up and got meka and Mikayla straight . I looked for Dric and the guys all over . Then we finally found them in the kitchen cooking us breakfast . We all ate and for dress and left. Meka and Mikayla went to get gas and had agreed to meet back at my house , meanwhile Dric took me home . " did you enjoy your night ? " " it was lovely honestly " " so what do we have going on , like what does this mean to you ? " I couldn't answer that question because I had been thinking about blrian all night . " what does it mean to you ? " " well , I understand if you just wanna be friends with benefits , just don't have me out here looking stupid , fucking every dick you see " " really Dric ? So you ever think about what comes out your damn mouth ? Like seriously , you talking about me ! Don't you be out here doing dumb Shit ! You know what ? How about we make a deal " " what deal ray ! " " we both have one other sex partner that way we're fair ! " " I really don't like that, I don't want any STDs honestly but as long as your protected because I don't think I want anyone else . " him saying that blushed my heart , could he be In love with me ? " fine ." he dropped me off and left . Jameka pulled up afterwards . " what's wrong ? " "nothing what time y'all leaving ? " " in a few I brought Mikayla back to get her things " " well okay bye y'all , love y'all girls ! "
I Showered and picked out my clothes for the up coming Monday . So much was on my mind. Then Blrian called me . " hey ! " " hey blrian " can I come over my heart is heavy right now " " why ? "My grandma is in the hospital " " aww blrian I'm so sorry " blrian came over while my mom was gone . I gave him a big hug and a kiss on the cheek . when I hugged him he gave me a squeeze on my butt . Kinda of turned me on but I had just giving the cookie up to Dric . I didn't wanna be a Hoe . Or At least I didn't think I was . Maybe I'll make blrian wait until Tuesday when he comes over for us to study . " are you okay now ? " " yeah I'm fine I guess "," oh okay , so what you wanna do ? Watch a movie or something ? " " yeah sure " " blrian can I ask you a question " next thing I know blrian was sleep on my lap .
I had to wake up so he could leave considering it was a school night , and gave me a peck on the cheek and hug . " your a rider rayanna " he kept saying that but what he really means is " your always there when my needs can't be fulfilled by any one else " my loyalty always ran deep for the people I actually & really care about . It was just me , I had to show you that I had you anyway possible . I woke up at 6:05 got dressed and got ready for the bus . I was mad because meka couldn't come pick me up because she had nickkel riding with her ! I don't know what in the world they had going on , one minute it was fucking to fuck you , then it was I love you to I don't know you . They acted like they was married . I got off the bus and walk into English and there sat the hoe from the alley that TRIED to threaten us along with taffy . Then I recognized that it was Tamia. Me and Mikayla Could not stand her . It was just something that erked your ass so much with her . When I saw her that's when my day turned to hell .
