I woke up extra early that morning looking in the mirror saying to myself " what a night , damn " my phone vibrated and rung to the tune of " Main One by Mila J " I already knew it was Jameka . I looked at the text saying " still coming to the alley later ? " Jameka always wanted me to go somewhere , there was never a weekend I wasn't at home , unless necessary. Jameka is my bestfriend of too many years to count , we are actually cousins but more of sisters than anything . Jameka was browskinned with Hershey chocolate skin , smooth like coco butter lotion , she had real short brown hair with blond streaks , almost ear length . Pretty Pearl white teeth and a lot of acne . Jameka was really pretty in her own way , but she had trouble with the guys .
Jameka always envied me . she had so much jealousy towards me cause any guy she tried to get with always choose me even when I didn't want them or found them attactived . I texted her back saying " gosh , what time girl ? And who you gone be there " I hate going places with Jameka where childish teens were . I was too mature for little games . Meanwhile , I took my hot steamy shower trying not to think about last night . It was so awkward , I had never felt the way I felt last night ever in my life . I don't know what in the world I was feeling but it was a mushy ass feeling that had to go away quick fast and in a hurry .
I got dressed , and looked at the clock " 8:50 " I don't know why the hell I was up so early , I usually don't wake up on Saturday's until 12:00 pm , considering my Friday night business I always handle . Every Friday , Me , Jameka , Linda (black girl in a white girl body ) and Damian ( our only guy friend) rode around town in Jameka's car looking for something to get into . we usually didn't get home until 3 or 4 in the morning . My mom always fusses but I just kinda brushed it off and continue doing it every weekend .
We all had no jobs , but for some reason we always had money and a ride. Jameka was the only one who could drive at the moment , I passed my driver's ED test , I was just waiting for my learners to turn into licenses . Linda , our blond long haired friend, with vanilla cream skin , had her learners too and she always copped money from her mom and caught a ride with us . Damain on the other hand , had nothing . Damain's light wasn't to bright , but he was cool guy , that's why we hung out with him . He always kept his hair short with a fade , his skin was more like Jameka's just a little darker. Damain always had the latest clothes but only got them when he stayed with his Dad . He wasn't a bad person , he just plucked your nerves a lot , but we loved him and his personality , he made our circle whole .
I had been laying on the bed for 2 hours now , I guess I write in my Dairy . " hmm , I feel like I don't know my self anymore .. I mean what kind of 16 year old still keeps a dairy ? Hmmph ? Who am I ? my name is Rayanna Shantel Moore . I'm 16 of course . I'm the oldest of all my friends by a year . I'm completely biracial , happily mixed with white , black , Puerto Rican and Italian . I have light brown eyes , long light brown shoulder length hair with abrun and blond streaks , I'm 5'6 , kinda of thick . well thick for a skinny girl as all guys say . I keep my hair done , nails done , & my fits be stylish . I'm still the same person I was yesterday but something is fucking different about me , WHAT IS IT !! I have the same friends , same family , same everyday life , what is wrong ?"
