FIRSTKHAO

Dont Cross The Line

((🎧 Tilly Birds - I'm Not Boring, Youre Just Bored))

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First and Khaotung first knew each other five years ago. And for all those times, a word 'Friends' is what defined the tie between them.

Yes. A friend. The close one. Or some might also said soulmate. Never did First want to cross this line called 'friend', not even once. Or so he thought.

They spend more time with each other, whether just to eat out, play games, or randomly talks to each other. Just like what those normal friends would do.

But something cant remain the same forever. The flow of time does have effect on possibly anything in the world. And yes, that was what have troubling First this time around. Because he was one of those who were affected by it.

He understand, he really does. He shouldnt have but who he was to even stop this. His heart is his own boss, the unstoppable one.

Friends shouldnt catch feelings. Well the truth is, he does. Catching feeling for his own close friend, and also his partner namely Khaotung.

In the past, everytime they spent time together, there would always be voices in his head telling him how cute Khaotung is, how pretty his squinted eyes were when he smiles and so on.

While couldnt understand how that kind of thoughts even came to exist in his mind, he usually would just brushed it off. However, deep down he cant help but agreed to it.

Well, thats not wrong though, he thought everytime.

He doesnt understand himself, for the past five years. Maybe because he have little to no experience, or he was way too innocent at such matter.

It was until they filmed their very first kiss for their also first series' pilot trailer, The Eclipse, that he realized something. Its like someone finally put some sense into his head.

The kiss truly enlightened First. So, he liked his friend, his bestest friend at that.

For quite sometimes, he felt terrible. Like he was the worse for having this kind of feeling towards a friend.

A month before they officially started to film the series, he seriously contemplating what he should be doing. Should he stop? But how to do that? He have no idea.

He grabbed a cigarette from under his vanity and a lighter before he left to his balcony. The cold night wind of Bangkok and a cigarette is what he needed.

While leaning his back forward to the railing, he put the thin cigarette in between his lips and quickly lit a fire, slightly burned its brim.

Smokes coming out of his mouth as he stares at the dark sky, Khaotung's face come to his mind. Making him cursed "fuck" several times.

The smiley and soft First that everyone know is no longer there. Only the troubled, broken First was, standing alone through cold night of Bangkok.

And as for his mind, it was in a hurricane. A terrible one.

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Their series "The Eclipse" was a huge success, made them taking a leap in their career. Gaining more fans in the process.

With that also comes opportunity.

First and Khaotung was elated when they received the news from their manager, P'Somsom. Both were casted for P'Jojo's new series, titled Only Friends.

After reading the script, both were intrigued as it was a contrast compared with their last series, making them excited about the challenge they're going to face later on.