Close your eyes and let the word paint a thousand pictures
One good girl (alright) is worth a thousand bitches
Bound (bound) to fall in love
Bound (bound) to fall in love (uh-huh, honey)
These dreams have been happening frequently ever since Beyoncé apologized to me a week ago.
I don't know if anything is wrong with her cause when we hang out she seems perfectly fine. Nothin has changed about her...
Except the way she dresses and acts around me and Nicki sometimes.
She dresses in baggy clothes and caked up makeup. She doesn't even post herself or anything on her Instagram.
She acts very cautious about her surroundings. Nothin is bad about bein cautious about your surroundings but she's like VERY cautious.
I got out of my bed and went into the bathroom. I got in the shower and let the warm water hit my skin it felt so relaxin. I finally saved enough money for the water bill.
After I washed up and did all that hygiene stuff, I picked my clothes out and put them on.
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It was a weekend so me, Nicki, and Bey decided to go to the mall. They're probably gonna pull me into the girly stores or they'll finally wanna just chill and watch a movie.
"Ight, I'm finna head out ma." I said walking to my mom's room. She smiled while she laid down in her bed with Tierney.
"Bye, have fun." I walked over to her and hugged her and kissed her cheek.
"Bye. Don't give mama a hard time Tierney," she wasn't payin attention to me. She was watchin TV. I left the house and started walking where Bey or Nicki usually pick me up.
Minutes later, Bey's car pulled up by the corner. She unlocked the door and I got in the front.
"Hey Jay," Nicki said.
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"Hey Nicki."
"Hey JJ," Bey said barely above a whisper. I looked at her and she had sunglasses on. It's not even sunny outside
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"Hey Bey, what's wrong?" I asked her as she drove.
"She's losing her voice," Nicki said.
"How come?"
"She said that her and Jamal got in a argument and they were yelling at each other and that's why she losed her voice." I nodded my head.
We arrived at the mall and we all got out the car. We walked into the mall and that's when Bey started lookin all around the mall as if she was scared someone was gonna get her or somethin.
"You ok Bey?" She nodded her head with a smile. We walked to the movie theater in the mall.
"What do yall wanna watch?" I asked them.
"Fat Albert," they both said.
"Childish," I chuckled. I paid for the movie, popcorn and snacks. We walked into the movie theater and found our seats, me in the middle, Beyoncé on my right and Nicki on my left. The movie soon started.
*AFTER THE MOVIE*
"Did yall childish basically adults like the movie?" I asked them.
"Very much," Nicki said all Beyoncé did was nod. We continued to walk, once we got outside someone called Beyoncé's name.
"BEYONCÉ!" We all turned around to see Jamal. Beyoncé's body froze, her breathing increased as Jamal got closer.
Weird....
"I thought I told you that you couldn't go out today."
"I- I'm sorry," she said with her head down.
"Come here," Beyoncé walked over to him slowly with her head down.
"She's not a dog," Nicki said.
"Shut the hell up, nobody was even talkin to your ass." Bey started to shed silence tears.
"Yo man, Bey is our ride home."
"Ok and? Take the bus, walk, do something. Let's go Beyoncé," he grabbed Beyoncé and started pullin her to his car. Me and Nicki sighed.
"I think she needs help Jay. I've been feeling this way for a long time and I don't think that we should be letting Beyoncé be with him."
