FALLEN

008

Jacob didn't come home, again. He's always staying at Taylor's home these past few nights. Smh. Whatever. I'm calling Erin first before i head to gym.

"Hey, did i wake you up?" I turned the speaker on while changing ny clothes

"Hi, No. I'm awake, just reading some papers." She said

"Early in the morning?" I asked

"Uh huh. There's this contract, i need to read it first before signing in" She said

"Oh okay"

"What are you doing?" She asked

"I just changed clothes, i'm heading to the gym now." I said

"Sure. Take care babe. I love you" She said

I paused.. she said it. We havent said that word yet. What am i supposed to say?

"I.. got to go. I'll call you later" I said and hung up.

What the heck.

"You said what???" Mary asked

Tanner laughed so hard. I went to their place instead of going to the gym, i cannot work out today, luckily they are home.

"I panicked okay" I said Walking around.

"Stop walking and walking, i feel dizzy" Mary said

"I cant stop. I never expected this, that" I said panicking

Tanner is still laughing. Mary hits him with her elbow.

"Sorry sorry its just so funny" He said trying not to laugh.

Mary rolled her eyes at him. "Do you love her?" She asked me

"I.. i dont know? I'm not sure" I said

"What now Tanner?" I heard Peyton's voice. God. He called her

"Listen to this" He said and put the camera on me.

"Oh hey Xo, what are you doing to the lovers nest" She said and chuckles

"Hi Pey. Because.." Tanner cut me off

"Erin said the 3 words to him and wanna know what he replied?" He said

"What!!!! She did????" Peyton said

"Heyy! Listen do you wanna know what he said?" Tanner

"Shut up!" I said to him

Mary shook her head and pinch Tanner's belly.

"Shush" She said to him

"What did you reply?" Peyton asked

"I said.. 'i.. got to go" I answered then she laugh, Tanner laughs with her too.

"Mary help?" I looked at her

"You guys stop. This is huge" Mary said

"Thank you!" I said to her

"Why would you say 'i got to go?" Peyton asked

"Because i panicked" I said

"Can you stop walking around? I cant see you" Peyton said

I sat and grabbed the phone to Tanner.

"What should i do?" I looked at her, tanner and mary.

"Clarify your feelings" Mary said

"I was about to say that" Tanner said

"Great minds think alike" Mary said and they become this sweet couple again. Ugh.

"Tell her what you actually feels" Peyton said

"What if i dont know what i actually feel?" I asked

"Know it. Think. I'm gonna call you later, i'm at work." Peyton said then hung up on us.

"Take a walk and think" Mary said

Tanner tapped my back, he wanna laugh again but Mary stopped him. "You got this. Figure it out" He said

"Thanks guys" I said and left

I started walking then running, then i went to a coffee shop because i freaking need coffee right now.

Some people asked for photos. I'm not rude so even though im stressed out about everything, i still gave them what they want.

After i got my coffee, i walked outside and grabbed my phone to call her, i wanna talk to her in person, maybe in person i might know what i feel.

Then, Someone horns on me that i almost jumped. For goodness sake. I removed my airpods and looked at the car. I chuckles and so does she. She parked and i waited for her to get off.

"Its like the first time" I chuckled

"I know. So what are you doing in the middle of the road again? As far as i remember, i told you not to use phone while walking or else you'll get run over" She said and chuckled too

We walked back inside the coffee shop, she ordered and we sat. Then i told her everything..

"What should i do? Or say Bru?" I asked her

"I cant say anything about that because its your feelings. You need to figure that out yourself. But wow.. she loves you?" She said

"Are you surprised? I'm lovable" I jokingly said

She softly chuckles. "Sure"

After we talked, i figured it out.

I went home first to take a bath and everything, then i tried calling her. She's not answering so i decided to just go to her office instead.

"Hey.." After i knocked, i opened her door

"Hey.." She said

"Can we talk?" I said

She nodded and i closed the door. Then i sat on the chair in front of her, i told her the truth.. That i panicked, went to my friends house and asked for their advice. She understands me she said. I walked closer to her and kneeled.. no i'm not asking her to marry me. So i kneeled, she looks down at me, i hold her hands and said "I love you too". Then she hugged me, i stand up and we looked each other in the eyes and we kissed for a minute.

Bruna's POV

After Xolo and I talked at the coffee shop, i feel a bit disappointed, i don't know why. Maybe because i learned that he was in love with me. I didn't know that, i just learn it the other night, when Jacob and Tanner told us.

I broke up with George, yesterday, i know he's been cheating on me, someome message me on Instagram, i saw photos and videos, i was hurt because i am too blind to see it. When did i become this stupid? I am not like this before. I haven't tell anyone yet but i will when we see each other again. Mary called me yesterday, but i didnt tell her because i dont know, i'm just waiting for the perfect time, when all of us are complete again.

I left them a message, Peyton and Mary. They want to meet me as soon as possible but i dont want to rush them, especially Peyton, she's filming.

I went home and just tweeted my feelings, not all of it, just a teeny tiny bit, and by teeny tiny, just one lol. I dont want any drama, people hating. I was hurt yes but that doesn't mean i want them to hate George, he was part of my life too and its just not fair to him if i let people hate him. I'm just wishing for his happiness.