"Ano ka bang Doctor! Alisin mo nga tong bata sa tiyan ko b0bo!" sigaw ko, napa buntong hininga ang t4nga tang4ng doctor na to
"Trisha.. Anak mo iyan, kailangan mong magpaka tatag"
"Ano? Kanino tong anak? Bob0 di sakin to! Naki tira lang saglit bob0!" i said matter of fact
Ant4nga-tang4 talaga nila!
Mga bob0 sa lipunan! Pano naman ako mag kakaroon ng bata sa Tiyan ko e wala naman sa tabi ko si Young
Break na kami nun, t4nga!
"Trish..."
Napakamot nalang ako sa batok, put3k ang kulit ni t4nga!
"Umalis ka nga sakin, nagiging bob0 lang ako sayo. Bakit ba ganito ngayon mga doctor, puro na bob0.." sabi ko sabay laro ng ti ker bell na hawak ko
Napa simangot ako saka Tumingin sa tiyan ko
Agad akong naoa kuyom ang kamao saka sinira ang Laruan! Bwesit, aagawin lang nitong bata to ang Laruan ko, bwesit!
Kinuha ko kaagad ang bato sa gilid.. Akmang ipupokp0k sa tiyan ko pero agad akong napa tigil ng mabilis hawakan ng Doctor ang kamay ko
Pvta!
"Bwesit bwesit! Mga sagabal talaga kayo! Mga bob0!" nag wala-wala na ako dahil palagi nila ako pinipigilan
Mga t4nga!
. Hindi ko to anak, naki tira lang, mga bob0!Sigaw ako nang sigaw saka naramdaman ang pagka turok sa leeg ko
Agad akong nang hina.. I'm weak.
Agad kong naipikit ang mga mata ko dahil sa pakiramdam na pagod ako.. I'm really tired
Agad akong naka tulog
And just like that.. I wish that i can sleep forever, i don't want to wake up.. In this painful reality. As i think more deeper, my thoughts go to the people who hurt me.. If i end my life here, will they be happy?
I don't know why i can freely talk to myself while fall asleep, i don't know why. Why i am kill1ng my child? Get up Trisha! That wasn't your child mistake!
You know that feeling.. Being a mistaken. Don't make your child a mistake!
I was crying more loudly in my mind, why my chest hurting so much? Why my heart keep falling into a pieces? Why do they have to take away my another half of my soul.. Why do i need to suffer this much? Do i deserve to be happy? Am i deserving to be happy?
Why my life is so hard to keep? Why does my happiness hard to keep? Why don't they keep me? Why don't they stay with me? Why do i need to be.. Alone again.. Why i am alone again?
I cried harder in my dreams.. I cried and cried there.. Hoping that in the morning.. I will be okay.. I want to be okay.. I also want to be okay.. But how.. How. How.
I am okay, in that different way.
I was hurt so much and i was getting used to keep talking myself that it was 'okay'. It 'will' be okay.
"Just always remember what i told you Trisha? Okay?"
Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ba akong maka labas o hindi
Napa kagat ako sa labi pagka baba ng Van, napa tingin ako sa harap ng bahay namin
Agad na lumabas si Tito Lester at Tita Avelina, they smiled fakely. Malaki na kaunti ang tiyan ko.
Kinuha ni Tito ang bag sa Doctor ko, saka kami Ginaya ni Tita Avelina na pumasok sa bahay
Hinawakan ko ang aking tiyan habang hirap na umupo
BINABASA MO ANG
Lost And Found
RomancePublished: December 08, 2022 Whenever i feel alone, the voice in my mind keep telling me to give up. It was hard to live nor life is hard to be kept. . . Well, I used to think that there's no one who will come and save me, from this pain and cruel r...