Being In Love With Jack Gilinsky (FanFiction)

Chapter 5♪

Keegan's POV:

"You have got to be kidding me right now!" I screamed as I paced throughout the room. He explained everything to me and even that he's leaving in 4 DAYS!!

"Keegan calm down I'm sorry, I don-"

"Sorry isn't gonna keep you from moving thousands of miles away from your friends is it!?" I yelled.

He got up from my bed.

"And 5 years oh my god, 5 WHOLE FUCKING YEARS JACK!"

At this point I was crying with my cry baby self.

"You couldn't have chose the most wrong time to tell me this, I already have-"

He interrupted me with a hug. Even though I was furious with him right now, I hugged back and cried into his shoulder. I hugged back because in 4 days I'm not gonna be able to hug him anymore for a long time. This dude...Im gonna miss him.

"Keegan look at me," he whispered. I looked up to him and saw him almost in tears too. I chuckled at him.

"When Madison told me she was moving and asked me to go with, the first person I thought of was you," he started off, "and no matter how hard I tried to get you out of my head I couldn't because I knew that I would be leaving a girl that I love..."

"Keegan, I love you and I j-"

"Then stay," I cut him off.

"I can't."

I shut my eyes for a couple seconds.

"Why?" I asked him.

"Because the girl that I'm leaving with to England is the girl that I love just a little more," he responded.

He just basically stabbed me in my heart omg. This hurts...it really does.

Gilinskys POV:

I cannot believe I just lied to her like that. I loveMadison more?? That's funny. I never stopped loving Keegan and being with Madison has made me love Keegan even more! The only reason I'm staying with Madison is because I need to get over Keegan and moving to England is my only chance of completely forgetting my love for her.

"Go," she whispered through gritted teeth.

"Keeg-"

"GO!"

I let go over her, then walked to the door slowly. As I shut the door I watched her as her tears fell onto her shiny wood floor. What is wrong with me?