Her

finally

her.
I walked in the crowd full of people trying to ignore all those loud sounds around me. I felt hundred pairs of eyes on me but I only searched for one pair of eyes. Why would she even be here? I asked myself. But I still kept looking for this one woman that was on my mind for a long time now.
10 minutes later.
I stood there watching my friends having fun and laughing. It sucked. I wanted to go home but it was too early and my body just couldnt move. My body felt numb and empty. Just like my mind. I looked at my phone. No messages. I looked up. And there she was. What. I couldnt believe my eyes. She looked as me as well and went through all those people in the way. Than she stood in front of me, smiling. Hey. I smiled back. I smiled... It was a long time ago that this had happened. Hello, I said shy and excited at the same time. Are you okay, you look a bit idk.. Not that good, she said. Yup, she was right. She knew how I felt by just looking at me. Nobody else is able to do that. Yeah I don't feel that comfortable with the many people and the loud sounds, I said. Do you wanna come with me?
She was different. She must have drank some alcohol like everybody else was doing. Exccept me. But I liked that version of her. Wait, she asked me a question. Yeah, sure, I nodded. Than she just took my hand and smiled at me again. Before I could proccess anything I just went with her. We went through all those thousandths of people. It took some time. I guessed where we were going and in the end I was right. In front of the big building she let go of my hand and searched for the keys in her jacket. She finally found them and opened the door for me to step in.
Inside, she took my hand again and walked through the floor into our room. I was feeling dizzy and I was a bit confused on how I got here. She darkened up the windows and the room was only brightened by the little lamp in one corner of the room. We both sat on the sofa and she turned to me and looked me directly in the eyes. I looked back. And then I cried.
One tears after the other left my eye rolling down my cheeks where she now placed her hands to wipe them away. It's okay,she wispered. She motions me to sit on her lap and I do. Than she hugs me. I breathe in. And out. I cry. She holds me. Like her daughter. Like her little child. I don't know how long we sat there before I finally stopped crying my eyes out.