Muscially Engaged. (Tommy Joe Ratliff FanFic)

Chapter 14 (Part One)|Wreck Me

I was awoken by the acent of cologne. I opened my eyes and saw Tommy sleeping soundly beside me. I look at the clock, 6:37 am.

"Baby,"  I whisper, causing him to open his eyes. He stares blankly at me.

"We need to get up and get my stuff ready,"  I said, causing him to groan and grasp onto my waist. He pulled me close.

"Stay here forever." He begged. I laughed and shook my head no. His breath gave me chills down my spine.

I smiled and made him get up. He shoved all my bags beside the door and by now,  everyone's up and ready to go.

"Sorry, its really early." I said, trying to make the boys wake up a little.

"We are mostly all awake at this time of day." Monte said, picking up his guitar. Tommy sat beside me and wrapped his arm playfully around my shoulder.

He smelled of sweet cologne and just the natural scent of man.

-At The Airport-

We stood in line to get the tickets, Tommy and me. Adam went to the bathroom and Monte and Isaac stayed in the bus after giving me a hug and telling me goodbye.

Tommy and me stood in silence.

"I feel you're angry with me. Say something, please." I said, nudging his shoulder with my chin.

"I'm just really going to miss you, and I'm trying to keep my mind off the fact that you'll be over 5610 miles away from me." It really toyed with my heart that he knew exactly how far I'd be away from him.

"Tommy, I know. And I'm sorry, but I can't keep dwelling over the fact that I'm just not strong enough for the fame and the popularity. It comes at a horrible price." I said, entwining our fingers together.

We got the tickets and waited for Adam to get back before I boarded the plane. Once, Adam was back, he kissed my forehead and told me that he expected me to come visit after the tour ends and I told him that I would. He hugged me and held it for a while. And then came Tommy.

He stood directly in front of me. His height towering over me. I looked up and saw the tears, dripping from his eyes.

"I don't know how I'm going to do this. I have to wake up every single morning without my best friend laying right there beside me. I didn't know that taking you into that bus would mean you becoming the best person I've ever met. You're so genuine and pure and it kills me. Me being without you is going to kill me." He quoted what I said last night. It made me sick to my stomach.

"Tommy, I have to hurry or I'll miss the plane. Please don't be angry with me." I begged, before grabbing his neck and pulling him into a hug. He hugged tightly, causing me to cry. Alana came back from standing in the longer line to get her ticket. She gave a quick hug to Adam but wasn't able to get a hug from Tommy because he refused to let go.

"Plane 147 to Atlanta, now boarding." The intercom came on. I sobbed into Tommy's shoulder before he let go. He blew me a kiss and I walked onto the plane. I took a seat next to the window. Alana sitting towards the aisle. Tears are streaming down my face as I pick up my phone and text him.

C: Tommy, I already miss you and I haven't even left the ground yet.

T: You're not making this any easier on me. I miss you too, princess.

C: Please talk to me the entire trip there. Only 5 hours.

T: I have to get ready for the show tonight, which is going to be really depressing without you there for my after show hugs. :(

C: Please don't be upset with me. I promise to see you again some day.

T: Someday.

We left the ground and started flying. I felt really nervous about being this far off the ground but once I got over the fact that it was safe, I stopped worrying about it. Me and Tommy continued texting about the show and him and Adam and we complained to each other that we missed each other.

Suddenly, the plane came to a stop in the air. I felt it tipping. People screamed and hollared. I knew what was happening.

The plane was crashing.