Chapter 19| The Pain.

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"I have cancer Tommy." I yelled, causing him to stable onto his feet. I felt myself crumble apart on him.

He turned back around to me and stared deeply at me.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked, walking to me. I cried.

"I didn't think I'd ever have to tell you. I didn't think we would become this close."

"Well when we started to get close, thats when you should have told me." He said, as we climbed down the stairs and into the kitchen.

"You would have treated me differently." I said. I was right.

"I would have not. Sick or not, you're still you. You're still talented and loyal and charming as fuck." I blushed at his words.

"Tommy, I'm so sorry for not telling you." I leaned against his chest. He wrapped his hands around my hips.

I sobbed into his chest.

"I'm sorry I have to go. I'll text you later," he said, backing me away and stepping out the door. I fell to the floor and cried.

I sobbed hard. I have never gotten into a fight with Tommy. I hated it. The pain was eating me alive.

I finally find the strength to stand and walk into my bedroom. I fall onto the bed. I cry and scream into my pillow.

I want my mom. I get my phone and call her.

"Hello?" She answers. I sob harder.

"Mommy? I want to see you."

"Baby, whats wrong?"

"Me and Tommy got in a fight and I told him about the cancer and he left."

"I'm coming honey," I hung up. I continued to lay there, my heart being pulled apart by my lungs.

My mom comes in and walks over to me. Ahe sits on the bed. I grab her arms and pulled her to lay with me. She holds me.

"Mommy, he hates me." I whispered into her neck. She shakes her head.

"No baby, he loves you. Hes just a little upset. Its okay. He'll be okay."

"What if he isn't?"

"He is." She hugged me tighter. We laid there talking. This was the first time that I've ever felt something with her. I havent talked to her in a while, but I knew that I didn't have anyone to tell.

This was yhe first time that I wasnt embarrassed to tell pdople that this is my mom.

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