Nothing in this the writing shouldn't cause concern to the writer; I'm not suicidal. Things contained in this could be of very dark nature. Read at your own discretion.
Best of reading, Miranda
Side note: If you or someone you know may be struggling with suicidal thoughts, you can call the U.S. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-TALK (8255) any time day or night, or chat online. Crisis Text Line also provides free, 24/7, confidential support via text message to people in crisis when they dial 741741.