The First Time (5sos fic)

Chapter 4

"I'll give him a chance" I say. Michael, Calum an Luke fake smile. I can tell, their real smile can fucking blind you. Wow, I'm really drunk now.

"You know what" Chloe says.

"We will always be here for you" I smile at Chloe and sigh loudly.

"Do you mind if I ask something" Calum says.

"Yeah, go ahead"

"Why did you guys break up in the first place" he asks. I smile at him, telling Calum, it's okay to ask.

"Well, he broke up with me because he wasn't sure what was going on. What he had felt, he told me he wasn't sure it was love and that he needed time. I gave him all the time in the world. After a little bit I thought he wouldn't remember me. I guess I was proven wrong" I answer quietly.

"Do you love him" Luke asks staring at his beer.

"That I need time to think about" I look up and see John staring at me with begging eyes, telling me to come back.

"I gotta go for a second, okay" I asked everyone.

"We'll be fine" Ashton days smiling. I walk back to where John is sitting. He grabs my chin forcing me to look him in the eye.

"I'll give you a chance. Better not fuck up"

"Now that your a rock star and all that, please don't forget me" he jokes, well I think he's joking.

"I won't"

Our lips are so close it's too tempting. I lean in closer and kiss him. He holds my back and digs deeper into the kiss.

"I always will love you" he whispered. I can't help but to look around and see if people are watching. Nope, other people are making out and dancing.

I nod at him saying I love you. I will on not say I love you when I mean it. I remember my mother crying when I never said I loved her. That was when my dad left us and she let it happen. Didn't even try to stop him.

At my fifth vodka and my third bottle of beer, I'm going to have the worst hang over ever tomorrow. John left a couple hours ago. Now it was just the seven of us. Drunk as hell and dumb as fuck.

I can't help but to wonder how Luke's mouth would taste or who died Michael's hair. God I'm so drunk right now it's not even funny. Okay, just a little bit.

"I'm tired" I spit out. Chloe and Eleanor gives me the "nah" look. "Don't fucking look at me like that. I'll beat your ass" I laugh because I know I won't.

Calum smiles and his eyes stare right at me again. I swear his eyes can kill someone. The Luke smiles at him and me. Then I remember this is Five Seconds Of Summer and we are practically best pals now.

We all decided it's best if we all sleep in one house, to make sure one of us doesn't do anything stupid. The boys talked us into going into their flat.

At their flat, its elegant and nice. Not something you would see four younger adults having.

"Damn, it's huge" I say laughing and giggling like crazy because Calum keeps tickling me by my stomach.

"You guys can sleep where ever you find is comfortable" Luke yelled and flopped on the black and white chair. I run to the couch and flop on it so no one can take it. I close my eyes felt sleep welcoming me.

I wake up to the sound of someone puking in the bathroom. It takes me a second to realize where I am. Luke is passed out on the chair. Calum is laying on the floor next to me. Ashton and Chloe are cuddling by the air vent and Eleanor is sleeping under the kitchen table. That means Michael is puking.