The First Time (5sos fic)

Chapter 5

I told everyone that I needed to see John. Driving to his house brings back memories. The taxi driver dropped me off at Johns frat house. I payed him twenty bucks and left. I walk in and see everyone staring at the couch. I look around to see what they are staring at and see a girl with her panties off and on top of a male. I can't see the man but instead I look around for John.

I walk upstairs to his room and see if he's in there. Nope... Walking around I figured maybe he left to go get some drinks or food.

I started to walk out the door when I heard a familiar voice.

"Fuck" he says. Everyone still watches them. Horny mother fuckers. I look for the voice. I stare at the brunet and look down to see John. Having her wrap her legs around him while he kisses her neck.

"Wow, this is way better than a porn website" Says a blonde kid.

I had this coming, didn't i? I mean I'm so dumb. Literally yesterday we got together. Now he's fucking with a girl. I walk outside and texts him.

Me- we r done. Never take to me again. I mean it!! Fuck you and your pretty face. Fuck you beautiful words that you don't even mean. Just go guck your burnet bitch!

I started walking down the street. Tears well up in my eyes but I refuse to cry. To cry because of him. Once again I don't think of him of a mistake though. He should be, I mean he just cheated on me.

Before I can stop them the tears fall down my face. I look on my phone which is barley alive.

The whiteness of the streets help calm my nerves. Maybe that wasn't John. Maybe it's just my imagination.

Nope, it's John. I can tell because of the way he said "fuck". I can't help but to think about what Lizzy said. About the whole, she's going to steal you away from me thing. That's not my plan!

I call Chloe but it leads straight to voicemail. I call Eleanor but she didn't pick up. Staring at my phone I have no options but to walk to campus.

I go on Refund Of Love's fan page and posted something on our wall.

To all of the jackasses, who treat their girlfriends like shit, who cheat on them, or possibly abuse them. Guess what, one day you'll meet the love of your life and when she sees your a piece of shit, you'll be the one heart broken. And for all of the ladies out there, just know this. No matter how much you think your not important, know that you are. You guys all helped create Refunds Of Love. Even for the people who don't like our Music you still helped, because we all feel pain. We all feel pain for just listening to your story. So I thank you all. No one should be hurt just because of a jackass. -Casey

I breathe out and press send. Automatically I get notifications saying "you rock" and "We all support you".

I look up to see that I'm almost there. Crossing the street I hear people screaming. I turn around to see who it was till I saw Refund Of Love t-shirts.

A wave of people, girls, boys, men and women all lined up around me for an autograph. I smiled and signed all of them. A lot of people said they are sorry for my boyfriend. They said they figured it was him cheating on me. Which is funny because they don't know who the him is.

The last person to sign was Lizzy. I'm a little surprised but I sign it anyways.

"I'm.... I'm sorry" I look up at Lizzy to see the once strong woman, now into a wreck.

I pull in for a hug and she happily took it.

"It's okay, I guess jealousy can get the better of people, but there's no need. Your beautiful, me on the other hand is just plain.."