The First Time (5sos fic)

Chapter 6

Eleanor POV

After talking to Casey, I returned to Michael's room, dressed in a tank top and pajama bottoms.

Returning to his dark room, his bed is wrinkled like before and the tv Netflix is on.

"What do you want to watch" Michael asks. I turn to see him in only a black shirt.

"I don't care" I say. I'm still taken back from what Casey asked me. Do I love him? He's cruel, and a jerk but at the same time he's sweet and he makes me feel important.

I walk across the room and sat on the ledge looking out the window. It's beauty shines through the window. New York is so pretty. I can't help but to think what Chloe and Casey would do if they were me.

"Come here" he pats next to him on his bed.

"Why, so you can be rude again? Or make me cry only for you to say that you don't want me" I snap. My reflection in the mirror shows my, once curled hair, now straight hair. My brown chocolate eyes gaze at my reflection. My tan skin, through the mirror, is barley recognizable.

"No, I want to make it right" he says.

"Why, why do you want me to be in the same room as you and then expect me to be okay with it, when you tell me you don't want me" I snap again. Tears are threatening to come out. "You bring out the worst in me Michael. I don't know what I feel, when I'm around you, and I can't tell if I'm just crazy or just.." Michael walks to me, slips his hands underneath me and picks me up and carries me.

"Let go of me" I wiggled and squirm. He only laughed which Mage me laugh.

He plopped me down on his bed. He then laid down right next to me.

"Why" I ask again.

"Because that's the only way I know how to be. You make me feel something I can't even describe. I don't want to ruin that but I'm scared that this feeling can ruin me" Michael stares at me and for the first time ever I see pain in his eyes. I see a broken man telling me he has feelings for me. Even if it's not love I'm okay with that. I know what this feeling is. Casey is correct, I love Michael Clifford.

I bring my hands to his face. His breathing picks up, I can tell. I bring our heads together. He relaxes and pulls me closer to him.

"I realized something" I spit out. Michael looks up at me.

"Me too"

"I" I begin to say.

"Love you" Michael finishes. I trace his full lips and before I know it, i lean closer. He opened his mouth and I made my entrance. The fire in my stomach is asking for more gasoline.

He cups my face as we kiss. He pulls my on top of him, never breaking our kiss.

"Fuck El, what do you do to me" he moans still kissing. He brings his hands down to my thigh. He begins to trail down my neck leaving kisses on the way, making me moan. He picks at the waist of the pajamas.

I get off of him and pulled down my panties and pajamas. Michaels eyes travel up and down my body.

I climb back up on the bed. He takes his skinny jeans off and grabs a foil packet out of his dresser. He slips the plastic thing around his pelvis.

"You have no clue how long I wanted this" he moans and u can't help but to moan at his dirty words. He touches my thigh and automatically goose bumps a pears on my skin.

I climb on top of him and place my hand on his cheek. His breathing picks up again, really easy to tell when I'm on top of him.

"I don't know why, but I love the way your breathing increases as I touch you" I laugh. He smiles. He thrust into me, making the fire in my stomach stronger. The need for him stronger and my love for him deeper.

"I love it how my dirty words has an affect on you" he says, thrusting into me.

"Everything you do has an affect on me" I moan. He kisses my neck again still thrusting into me.

"I'm going to come" he whispers into my ear. I go up and down to make him come faster. Seconds later the condom fills and he and I are left panting.

"You have the new record" he pants"

"For.. what" I pant as well.

"For making me come as fast as you did. Usually it takes twenty minutes. You did it in five" I smile and kiss his lips again. "Maybe it's because I love you"

I blush at his words. He leans closer.

"Who do you love most" I asked. "It's been killing me. You said yourself at first but I didn't believe you. You can at least love your band mates"

"I do love them, but in the past two days I've been thinking nonstop about you. I don't know if that means anything but the answer is..." he stops.

"Is who? Please tell me" I plead. I know it's not going to be me. We only just met and already we are saying we love each other.

"You" he whispers. I furrow my eye brows.

"Really, I thought you were going to say a family member" I honestly say laughing.

He shakes his head. "Nope, my family were never really there for me so.. but you, your different. Your always there"

"So your saying I'm Casey" I laugh. "She has grown on me"

"But there's so many other reasons to love you" he says in my neck.

I lay down next to him. All cuddled up. Just as sleep welcomed me. Michael said three words.

"I love you, baby"

I wake up to the sound of an alarm clock going on. I look around for my phone to turn it off but Michael beat me to it.

"Good morning, beautiful" Michael says.

"Morning" I smile.

"Want to watch Netflix or go actually move and get food" he asks rubbing my back.

"Both sounds good" I moaned.

"Good, but first let's put some clothes on. I don't want people staring at you for to long" I laugh at Michael and he only smiled.

"Can u grab me some shorts then" I asked. He hops out of bed and grabs the shorts he wore and looks through my bag to get mine.

He slips on his and I can't help but to stare.

"Like what you see" he winked at me.

I smirked and did the same. I look at the shorts he brought me. Spandex... wow what every dude wants.

I giggled at the shorts and put them on. " I know you like what you see now" I say and Michael slapped my ass as I headed towards the kitchen.

Casey and Calum are there making eggs, bacon and sausage.

"Hey guys" Casey greets us. I peer over her grabbing a piece of bacon. I look at her and see she's wearing spandex shorts and a a black t-shirt. Her hair is in a messy bun and her black glasses are still on.

"I've been thinking, till you guys make your first album, you guys could live here" Calum suggested.

"Yeah, I agree" Michael says. He looks at me and raises and lowers his eye brows at me. I smiled and looked at Casey.

"Guys, are you sure i mean, what Lizzy said I don't want to be like I'm using you" she says.

"What" I asked. Casey shakes her head.

"Please, please" Michael and Calum says a dozen time.

"Okay, okay we will or at least I am"

"I will" I say.

"Now to ask, Chloe" Calum runs to Ashton's room. Then Michael does the same. What are we getting ourself a into.

A/n hi guys!!! Two update in one day, yay!!
I decided to do five chapters for each girl character that's part of Refund Of Love then switch it off a little bit lol. Plz like comment and vote. Ilyasm!! Oh and that's a pic of Eleanor on the top. Have a wonderful day guys!