Sophia Salvatore. The Vampire Diaries spanking Fic

Confessions

I find myself turning to Rik. He has always been understanding and is like another brother to me, without actually being blood related, so his advice will be impartial and not tainted by my actual brothers delusional ideations.

It takes me a while to work up the courage to actually knock on his door, knowing that this could go very bad. As in, he could be disgusted with me and hate me, or even tell my brothers what I tell him.

Just as I steel myself to face my fear and raise my hand to knock on his door, the door opens and Rik comes walking out.
"Oh, hi, Soph." He gives me a puzzled expression. "Is, uh, is everything ok?"
"Yeah, I just thought I would drop by. See how you are doing, as I haven't seen you since I went away." I say, chickening out.

He pauses, looking me in the eye as if to judge if I am telling the truth, before accepting it.
"Well, I'm about to run an errand if you would like to join me?" He offers, locking the front door. I consider declining, but it is a good way to determine his mood and see if he is open to talk.
"Yeah, that'll be nice."

We both get in to his car. I buckle up before he has to tell me to.
"Wait..." I say, stopping his movement. "We're not going to like, a library or something, are we?" I ask, "as that would be lame!" He laughs out loud.
"No, hun. I just need to go to the hardware store." He tells me, still chuckling.

"You going to spit it out?" He asks me, breaking the silence.
"Huh? I don't know what you mean?" I reply, feigning innocence.
"Come on, Soph. I know you. What do you want?" Rik questions me. He is right, though. He does know me.

I quickly have a mental debate on whether or not this is the right thing to do. Can I really handle him thinking I am screwed in the head? Well, I'm about to find out.

"I-I was just looking to talk to someone, and seems as though you know everything, you seemed like a good choice." I kiss his ego before I start.
"Okay... now I'm a bit worried," he jokes.
"I need you to do one thing first." I look to him, waiting for his response.
"What would that be?" He asks, taking his eyes of the road for a second to look towards me.
"I need you to promise that what I tell you, will never leave this car. As in, it stays between you and I?"

I can see him battling something internally, probably due to his loyalty to Damon, my brother but his best friend.
"I don't know, Soph... if it is something bad that you're about to tell me, or dangerous, I don't know whether or not I can keep that from your brothers." He admits. At least he is honest and doesn't just lie to get me to say it.

"Well, it's nothing my brothers need to know, exactly, as nothing is going to come of it. I just need to spill my guts on a matter to someone I trust and there is not many people that I do." I am open and honest with him.
"To be honest, the only people I really trust are you, Damon, Stefan and Elijah. And I can't talk to either of the others about it, so that leaves just you."

Pulling the car over to the side of the road, Rik turns to face me. I don't know what he sees, maybe my desperation to offload my thoughts, but he agrees.
"Sure thing, kid. Fire away." He says, giving me a calming smile.
"Okay. Well, here goes nothing."

"Do you remember when I turned off my humanity?" He nods his head in response, but says nothing. I continue. "Well, when I was trapped in the Michaelson's house, something kinda happened."

Rik has schooled his face, showing no judgement to what I am saying. My point of vision moves until it is locked on the dashboard, because no longer am I able to look him in the eye.

"After spending some time with Klaus, I began to see him in a different way. There was a few moments that didn't make sense at the time, but now they do. Anyway, I ended up, kinda, kissing him. Like, kissing him, kissing him."