"You guys did it all on your own, I'm so proud of you all." Lauren says and leans up kissing Michael
"We're goi g to go shower then we will go back to the bus." Michael mumbles against Lauren's lips
"Okay baby, I'll be waiting in the dressing room." Lauren says smiling and walks off
All the boys go in the other direction "I turned back to drugs the other day!" Ashton blurts out and covers his mouth quickly realising what he just said
"Why Ash?! Why?!" Luke says as they all stand there with wide eyes
"I was stressed about all of this, and that day I hurt those kids and my family kept playing back in my head and I just couldn't deal with it and that's the only thing I-I don't even know." Ashton says looking at them all
"You have been clean for 3 years, you can do it again. You have us Nd Lauren to help you through this." Luke says
"Nah, don't get Lauren involved she doesn't need to know about any of this, I'm not ready to spill my guts about my past and I'm scared she is going to hate me for it." Michael says
"She's going to find out soon, she has to we can't keep it from her forever." Calum says biting his lip
"I know, I'm not ready to pull these walls down and let her in just yet. Give it time and I will tell her everything." Michael says
Little did the boys know Lauren listened to everything and she was starting to get more curious about there past and the way that they always talk in secret and how they keep referring to something she has done and has no idea about.
"Stop being so nosy Lauren he will tell you when he's ready don't push it. Maybe if I told him about some things I have done then he will bring his walls down. No, mike will do it in his own time I just have to be patient and not push things. I really like him maybe I should just drop hints about it. Hmm" Lauren thinks to herself as she keeps listening
"Let's just do this later, I'm tired and I have a million things going through my head." Michael mumbles and walks off
"What's up his arse?!" Calum mumbles as they all follow him
Half an hour later Michael walks into the dressing room where Lauren was sleeping. "You have no idea how much I like you, I think I might even be in love with you, there's so many things I want to say but I just can't. I'm scared you will hate me for it."he whispers kissing he cheek and picks her up placing her on his lap and Lauren latches onto him
"Write her a letter if you can't say it to her face, we're going to the bus whenever your ready to come out." Calum says and grabs all of his stuff
"We will come now, and I think I am going to write a letter explaining g everything and hope everything goes okay." He says standing up holding Lauren close and Calum puts a blanket over her
"Your doing the right thing." He says putting a hand on his shoulder
"I sure hope so." He mumbles and they walk out to the bus, Michael puts Lauren in his bunk and he goes to the back of the bus and sits down and starts writing.
Hope your all enjoying it :) there's going to be several twists and several secrets between them all and yeah this is just a bit of a filler chapter
If I could get some feedback that would be great because I'm trying to work on them and I have some ideas going through my head I just have to put it in somehow
Thanks for reading :)
