Shannon Beveridge is a content creator at the same time an aspiring film director what would happen if she cross paths and falls in love with a high profile celebrity (Elizabeth Olsen) in spite of the differences of their worlds and other circumstan...
The moment I open my eyes and see the empty space beside me makes me not want to wake up anymore.
She's gone
Feels like I've woken up from a dream of me in her arms last night. Her smell still lingers on the sheets and it was making me miss her more. I was craving for her. But she's not here. She left and it hurts so much. I'm used to waking up seeing her ocean eyes staring at me as her smile curve into a smile. But now, nothing. No good mornings, warm cuddles and sweet kisses. Just cold plain mornings. Tears fell as I close my eyes again, I think I haven't stop crying since yesterday and I'm surprised I still have tears left. My head is throbbing from the alcohol last night but I didn't care, all I can think about is her.
Did she land safely, is she home already? Is she thinking of me, of us? Did she took her medication? Did she eat already? I hope she's not skipping her meals, I hate it when she does that. So many questions in my head that I would never get the answers. I want her so bad. God I want her so bad.
It took a while for me to slowly pulled myself up and glanced at the clock seeing its already 10 am but something caught my eye, a folded peace of paper on the bedside table with my name written on it in her handwriting. I immediately take it, craving for a piece of her.
Its a letter and a picture of her. I smile as tears fell staring at the picture. It was one I took when we had the meet and greet at the park. That was one of the best days of my life and its hard cause that is just a memory now.
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Good morning Elizabeth, Usually, I would've waited for you to wake up so I could say that to you and it feels weird to just write you one instead. I woke up with you beside me and for a moment I wanted to stay and hold you much longer. For a second, I wanted to just miss my flight and just cook you breakfast instead. But for some reason, my mind can't take the fact that we're just ignoring what we truly feel. I've kept things from you and you've kept things from me. That is not how a healthy relationship works and maybe time apart might put our minds and hearts into place. I just want to apologize for all my shortcomings. There must be a reason why you did that and I'm sorry if I made you do that. I'm a coward for not being able to say this to you personally and that I've already said my goodbyes to the others. I just want you to know that, I still love you so much and that won't change even if you decide that you want him instead of me. I would understand and just love you from a distance. I hope and pray that soon fate will lead us back in each others arms and we'll stay like that forever. But for now, this might be the last time I'm writing to you. I'll see you soon my love
-Shan bee
I burst out in tears as soon as I was finish reading the letter. I miss her. I miss her so much. I need to see her. I need her. I clutched the letter and her picture in my chest and ran out of the room and into our bedroom. I need to talk to her. I desperately took my phone and dialed her number but it just went straight to voicemail and even just hearing her voice in that makes my heart flutter.
