Toxic: A Rafe Cameron fanfic ( Rafe x reader)

Chapter 5

(Short chapter I'm sorry)
Y/n's pov:

It's two days later. I haven't heard anything from rafe. Me and jj have also been distant. The only person I've had is Sarah. Today she's forcing me to go to a party with her since I haven't done anything for two days.

" do I have to go" I say to Sarah as we walk out of my house.

" yes Y/n, you haven't been out in two days." She says to me as we get to her car getting in.

" fine" I say. I don't wanna go. I wanna stay home in my sweats and sleep. But whatever.

We have finally gotten to the party. There lots of people here. Probably over a hundred. Great. Just what I need.

" let's go" Sarah says as we get out of the car. We start walking over to the house. Once we got to the front door opening it you were created with the smell of Alcohol and what smelled like weed.

Me and Sarah walked around a little bit till we found the kitchen where the drinks. We made our drink. Sarah made what looks like was vodka and cranberry juice. I had straight vodka cause why not.

I took a sip of my drink then started walking around. Sarah had left me to go do something. So here I am alone. I saw a table surrounded by couches. Not many people were over there so it would hurt to go over there.

Once I get to the front of the couch I notice a guy with blonde girl sitting on his lap. The guy had his head down. I didn't wanna be rude so I asked if I could sit down.

" hey can I sit here" I ask looking at the dude. The girl looked at me first. Then the guy did. The guy was rafe.

" what the fuck" I say getting mad.

"Y/n, I can explain" rafe says realizing it me. I could tell he was high out of his mind.

"Who the fuck is this bitch" I say pointing to the girl on rafes lap.

" she's no one. It's not what you think" rafe says to me realizing how hurt I am.

" well she obviously someone if your letting her sit on your lap" I say almost yelling.

"Y/n, I swear she's no one" rafe says with the girl still sitting on his lap.

" this is just great. First you leave me at the fucking hospital after my mom died. And now you sitting her at a party with a girl sitting on your lap after days ago you claimed you loved me." I say to rafe.

"You know what. Fuck you and Your little slut" I say to him throwing my drink at both of them ruing the girls dress she was wearing.

I then ran out of the house. I couldn't stay at that party. I started walking down the street since had came with Sarah and didn't want to ruin her night. As I was walking I heard a car pull up beside me.

"Y/n please stop" I hear rafe yell to me. I continue walking whipping my tears since I had been crying the whole time.

"Go away" I say to him. I don't wanna talk to him.

"Y/n please. I'm sorry" he says standing in front of me.

" go back to your little slut" I say to him trying to walk around him. Fuck his little slut. Why does it always have to be the blondes?

"I don't want her" rafe say says stopping me once again. " I want you" he continues. Whipping a tear off my cheek.

"how do I know this isn't just some lie and your just saying it because you don't wanna lose another girl you can use" I say to him. I'm probably right.

" it's not, I promise." He says. " Ask Sarah. I haven't had a girl at the house since the night we met. And the only time I've left my house was to see you. I've fallen head over heals for you Y/n. Why can't you fucking see that." He says resting his right hand on my cheek.

" I'm sorry" I say to him begging if to cry again.

" No I should be sorry. I didn't move fast enough to get her off me" rafe says pulling me into a hug . "Know I'll always love you and only you" he whispers in my ear.

"I'll always love you too, Rafe" I say to him. I've fallen for this man.

After that me and rafe decided to go back to his house to watch a movie instead of going back to the party. Which was a good idea because ended up watching my favorite movie then Falling asleep