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🌙Nadya's POV

So after a long wait and trying my best to fight my awkwardness. The teachers called all of the groups to gather in the canteen. We were told to present our analysis. I divided the parts and luckily the boy oblige and didn't make a fuss.

It was our turn and I would be lying if I say I wasn't nervous. I know I say I wouldn't be anxious when I'm with someone else or a group, but this is different. I was the only girl not to mention short in between tall boys. I felt so small and I cursed my hight. And we were being watched by the entire grade. HOW DO I NOT BE NERVOUS?! Well here goes nothing.

Our presentation went pretty well. And I would like to give myself a big round of applause, a standing ovation, because I didn't stutter or shake. I was actually quite cool and calm, despite the situation I'm in. I even get to joke around with the boys. I was very proud of myself. Well I didn't really look at anybody except my group and the teachers. BUTTTT it's still an improvement. Well there was someone that caught my eye and I can't help but steal a few glance. Peter. I just can't seem to fully move on. I can't lie to myself, there's still part of me that likes him. But... I have to shake it of.
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The next few days was... normal. And now is our second week and our first week of officially starting high school. By that i mean we're finally starting the learing and studying. Man... i'm scared. Well, at least this time i won't be alone and awkard. Gina is FINALLY coming to school. They haven't distributed the Text Books yet, so i'm only bringin my notebooks. Since i'm bringing light, I'm just gonna use my tote bag. I still can't belive I'm in high-school.

Honestly, everything was going pretty normal and great for me. Just the usual learning and introduction. I even made some friends. But one thing that bothers me is, that Peter's class was right next to mine. And I just can't help myself whenever I see him, I steal a glance. When will I move on?

Right now, it's break time and I'm in class with Gina, just eating and talking. And somehow we get to the discussion about boys. " Hey, Nadya, have you ever had a crush on someone? " I was contemplating whether to tell Gina or not. Cuz' honestly i wasn't that close with Gina yet. But... i guess i would tell here anyway " Hmm, I would be lying if I say not. Yes I have HAD a crush on someone. " " OMG REALLY?! Who who who?! " " Well... it's Peter. " " NO WAY. But I guess it wasn't really a surprise. I had guess you would like a person like Peter. I mean... he's smart, chill, and quiet handsome. " " Hehe... yeah... that's why I like him. " I just laughed awkwardly. Nobody really knew that I had a crush on Peter. Well except for my middle-school and still besties. Besides them, I haven't really told anyone. Nor have I ever confessed or show any kinds of attraction to Peter. " BUTTT that was back then. I don't like him now. " Lies. " Humm...o..kay.... " Gina looked at me with skepticism. We continued our talk until the bell rang and we continued our lessons.
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It's already our third week, and things are just getting busier. We're already having tasks and homework, not to mention rumors of a monthly evaluation. I'm not ready for this. We're also getting more new students. There's already a new student in my class , and I can tell that there will be more to come. But, I also notice that we're losing some students. Peter. I haven't seen him for the past few days since last week. At first they said he was sick, but... don't you think this is too long?

I was in class chatting with Gina and my new friend Nerissa. We were getting to know each other and talking about our previous school. Nerissa was actually from a boarding school. And my gosh, I have never felt so grateful in my life. I Glad my parents didn't put me in a boarding school. Because hearing from the story of Narissa in her previous school creeps me out. Like I heard that boarding school is really tough and creepy, buti didn't know it was that tough and creepy. And I mean really creepy... " There was actually a time where the students get possessed. And... it was a mass. Almost everyone in my school got possessed. " Nerissa continued her stories and let's just say I wasn't be able to sleep peacefully that night...and a couple other nights.

As we kept talking Nerissa suddenly said something that was quite shocking to me. " Hey, you guys know Peter right? " " Yeah, he was in the same middle-school as us. " I said. " Did you know that he transferred schools? To that popular public school. " My brain stopped for a moment. " What? Why? And How?! " " Well, he originally wanted to go there, but his score wasn't that high. So he was in some kind of waiting list. So if there's a person that got in but declined or drop out, he will be the one getting in. But, that's what I heard. " I thought very hard. I mean... I'm very much baffled and...wronged. I didn't really think about the Peter part. What baffles me most is that... he got in. He got in even though his scores was lower than me. I WASN'T EVEN CONTACTED TO ANY SORT OF WAITING LIST WHATSOEVER. BUT HOW DID HE GET IN?! I don't know anything anymore...the world was never fair to me.
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I kept thinking about what Nerissa said throughout the day. And I just realized, I might never get to se Peter again. I'm not sure if I should be happy...or sad. Because it's true than I want to move on and find someone new...but...I did still like him. NO NADYA WHAT ARE YOU THINKING! YOU CAN FINALLY MOVE ON! Yeah... maybe this is a sign, that I should fully move on from him.