Its not the channel, you idiot
Its finding yourself.
Soul searching
Trying to understand what's wrong with you
And what exactly is right?
It's trying to be calm in chaos
Laughing at fear
Crying
Just crying.
I don't know who or what I am
And understanding that isn't astrology
Am I creative and artistic?
Or what my mother wants me to be?
Am I to succumb to peer pressure?
Or stand alone?
She doesn't understand
She never does
She never will
Dissapointment doesn't begin to express how worthless I feel
I feel like an error
I am trying
Trying to learn
Grow.
Be what you want me to.
Just....
Let me be.
I don't know who or what I am.
I am only 15.
