Tell me,what are you most afraid of losing?
This might be confusing, maybe slightly amusing,
But let's weigh the pros and cons.
Maybe it's your popularity, whatever of it you have and the kind that keeps you glad or the kind that drives the mad.
Or whatever that is.
Do you think it would be your cell phone? That weird rectangular apparatus,that doesn't cost 'a coupla bucks',but gives you enough of everything you need.
Yeah,that thing.
Maybe it's your friends. I guess that comprehends, but we don't know who plays pretend,or who considers you a dead end.
Cause that's just human nature.
Food? It doesn't have to be oily filled goodness, can be food bringing fitness, food in the snack businesses, or drinks bringing you bliss. Whatever food you'd miss.
Those manufactured and organic things.
Rainy days? The smell and how it stilled the part in you that seeked to kill the parts of you it couldn't deal and made you finally feel.
Smelling is divine, isn't it?
Sunsets? That made the day's problems fade,that made you forget life's games and made you forget day's hurtful names.
The colours...
Your mom,who might just be your everything, your dad,who gave her a wedding ring, your family, who on every birthday sing and haven't missed a single thing.
Cousins and aunts and grandads.
Maybe out of all this, you wouldn't want your music to leave. You'd beg on your knees, shower with pleas to at least keep your fucked up playlist.
The humming....
Late Night Drives.
Dinner With THE GUY.
Movies and ice cream.
Tissues and TV.
Records and clothes.
Holding hands, saying no.
Bands and books.
Crushes and looks.
Boys who sing.
Learning.
Hot Chocolate and Boots.
Sixteen Hundred Dollar suits.
Bracelets and tattoos
Really pretty shoes.
YouTube and Snapchat.
Guys in snapbacks.
Yourself?
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I should be doing
homework
but instead
I wrote two chapters.
Because I love you guys.
