For Ron

4 0 0
                                    

I'd never met nice people.
I'd always came to the conclusion that such people just, don't exist.
That those type of people were a myth to encourage kids to be nice.
To try to make sure there was a false sense of serenity.
Then I met one.
Never in my life had I felt like this.
Hell, I didn't know I could feel like this.
When you're treated poorly for too long you start to think that's how you're supposed to be treated.
That that's how life is supposed to go.
But then you get these rare moments, these shooting stars that light up your entire sky and you feel like maybe you deserve more than you get.
He gave me diamonds when I was being force fed coal.
It's unreal and seems too good to be true but sometimes most great people are.
Rare celestial beings who are the colour amongst the greys.
He had made me feel like I was worth something-Like I added an unknown value to the universe.
That's the greatest emotion I've ever had the pleasure of feeling.
To not feel as worthless as I thought I was.
He made me feel like I was a rare beauty, a solar eclipse of some sort that deserved to be fawned over and admired.
I felt beautiful around him.
I didn't once want to stop talking to him.
I just enjoyed his company too much. But human deficiency took centre stage.
(A girl's gotta sleep.)
I've written many poems but he made me feel like one.
I felt like art.
I felt...Happy.
Yeah, that's what it was.
I was happy.
I'm happy!
And that's something I can't ever fake.

○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●
This poem was literally written because of this guy I've been talking to for about a month who has made me so happy in a shorter span of time than anyone I've known. Much love Ron!😊

3a.m. Talks,Alone. Where stories live. Discover now