imagine, l.j

95- The band pt. 2

95- The band pt.2 (listen To "my everything" by Ariana Grande for a better experience <3) (sorry for any errors not proofread)

"Thank you Tokyo ! "

Y/n said with a breathless smile while Zayn and him bowed for the second to last show. Tour was coming to an end quite quickly and Lauren was yet to catch a chance to speak to him. He'd did the best job at avoiding her too, he could admit though that he missed her but he couldn't handle talking to her, not now at least. It hurt him too much to even look at her because it took him back to the memory of her rejecting him.

Zayn and him walked backstage as the crew took the instruments from both boys. Ashley and Lauren both offering waters, Zayn of course accepting Ashley's water while y/n walked past Lauren just as his phone rang.

Looking down he'd seen it was Lily FaceTiming him which brought a smile to his face. It'd been a month since what'd happened between y/n and Lauren so to keep the still fresh heartbreak off his mind his friend Lily began calling him after his sets, so many headlines were flying out like crazy when they were caught wondering France together.

Lily Rose Depp with New Boyfriend Y/n Hadid?

Depp and Hadid seen walking around France laughing and smiling

Y/n Hadid mentions Lily Rose Depp in new interview

It shook the world seeing as it'd came a month after he'd released his single with zayn, "Why won't you love me" and frankly if you asked y/n or Zayn you'd know he didn't mean for his friendship with Lily to explode like it did. He was scared to even see Lauren the first time they'd made headlines because he feared confronting about anything between lily and him, which wasn't nothing but friendship but still, he didn't want to talk on it because to him that'd came off as if admitting something was there which clearly wasn't.

Lauren sighed hearing Lily's voice making him laugh like the way she'd once did before. A month had flown by her and him, the no talking or anything. She could admit y/n made avoiding her look too easy, she hated it.

"I'm sorry about him Lauren. I'll tell Gigi to talk to him."

Zayn spoke which made Lauren shake her head. The last thing she wanted was for it to be forced. She was more than aware Gigi could make y/n do anything even talk to her, but that wasn't the right way for Lauren. She had to get him herself and she was determined to as well. Lauren was a women who could make the devil himself Trimble with fear with how much determination she'd had. She was highly driven too.

" No that's fine, I-I'll figure that part out on my own, by the way loved y'all set."

She smiled towards Zayn who smiled loving the praises. She walked away from both singers to dressing rooms, coming closer hearing y/n's voice laughing once again at lily. She hated it, it was like they were taunting her with their friendship. Lauren was jealous like every women she'd never admit it.

"I need to find a way to win him over."

Lauren spoke quietly to herself. It was now done and everyone was freshening up to get to the next place for everyone. She gathered all her stuff walking to the tour busses and into the back going into her backpack and pulling out her song book.

A love song was on her mind heavy, she wanted to risk it all, put it all out there and tell the world she was in love with Y/n Mohamed Gerard Hadid. She was in a go big or go home mood and as she thought about y/n about the feelings he brought to her when they were together, the song just started writing itself completely.