imagine, l.j

41- Like i can

*not proof read and probably won't be*
(A/n: this imagine is complete shit sorry 😐)

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"But I love him" she said as tears flowed down her light green bloodshot eyes as I held her close to me and rocked up side to side.

Lauren jauregui, for you lady's and gentlemen. The one woman who deserved true and pure love, but somehow no guy she ever met was good enough, since they all cheated.

She fell to fast, she loved to hard. I was the only guy she came running to when these things happened, we knew each other since birth, cliché thing is that our moms where best friends in high school, and kept up with each other and when they had kids they threw Lauren and I together hoping we'd be best friends just like they were and we became best friends.

Through out elementary all the way to high school and from there to college, our friendship was so strong and pure. We both did everything together well almost everything.

We bought our own apartment together since we didn't want to live on the campus and I'd seen Lauren at her lowest and at her highest same with me.

We seen the tears and pain, we've been through it all and still came out being best friends. No matter how many people tried to separate us.

"No you don't" I whispered once I seen she'd cried herself to sleep as I sighed and picked her up bridle style and carried her to her room.

When I set her down I got down on my knees by her bed and kissed her forehead.

"I know you love and fall hard and easy Lauren but you have to understand, not everyone will be there to catch you and that's fucked up but I'm here and I'll wait however long because when it comes to you there isn't no time limit, I'll wait forever, I love you and I haven't told you because if you rejected me, I think that'd be the end of me. No one can hurt me like you can. I love you and I'm in love with you, everything, the laughs, the tears, the insecurities, the flaws. I could love you better then any of the past assholes that left you to fall on your own. I'll be there in any way, even if it's just as a friend, I'll love you always and forever" I said as tears left my eyes as she slept peacefully.

I kissed her head once more and sniffed as I got up and looked down at her one last time. I turned and walked out her room and up to mine.

She was worth billions and trillions to me, and her happiness was all I ever wanted. I don't care if it wasn't with me, if they could treat her right then I'd let her go even though the pain would be unbearable.

I laid down on my bed that day and stayed up all night wondering what Lauren would ever say if I told her I was in love with her.

The cliché thing. Two best friends in which one fell for the other. How original, note the sarcasm.

I wish she could find someone as perfect as her. I know perfect doesn't exists but to me and in my own eyes she's perfect. She's looking down all the wrong roads for love.

I had to show her something or say something so she could know about my feelings, even if she rejected me at least I'd know I told her how I truly felt.

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An update for you, sorry I've made you all wait.
I've had writers block and didn't know what the hell to write about but here's a much needed update.
I'll probably do a part 2 🤷🏻‍♂️!
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