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92 - downfall pt.2

92-downfall pt.2 | this is flowing the special edition: Demi lovato imagine. Enjoy <3.

Demi POV

5 months

Y/n hadn't answered a single phone call or text since my fuck up. My whole family was on my ass since our break up mostly Dallas and my mom because they considered y/n family already seeing as we'd been together since high school all the way to my rise to fame. I still remember the hurt in his eyes and I felt my own heart break knowing I hurt the guy who gave me his all.

I don't remember the guy I was with but Dallas told me what y/n had seen and I felt sick to my stomach. I couldn't imagine ever being with another guy but y/n seeing as he was the only guy who'd known every single part of my body and how to drive me crazy. I felt sick to my stomach since he'd been gone and I made sure to not eat or drink much because he was constantly on my mind.

I know y/n was mad at me by everything he did and fans went crazy when they'd seen him with Lauren jauregui kissing and so did I but not in the good way. My Instagram was blowing up for a whole week about how y/n moved on with Lauren or how he cheated, when in fact it was me. I hated even imagining another girl having him and the privilege to be in his presence but I couldn't blame anyone but myself because I lost him on my own.

Y/ns name was on my wrist and every time I looked at my hands I seen his name and felt my heart flutter. I remembered seeing his smile and his cute giggle. I so badly wanted to have a future with y/n and even a family. Now I couldn't because of cheating and fucking up.

Nick had offered to take me to an award show and I accepted seeing as nick was my best friend in some ways, or the fact that looking at him reminded me of y/n in some ways, the way nick acted just made me feel like y/n was still with me. So here we were me in a simple black dress. I'd seen y/n best friends Jesse and zack from the neighborhood and wanted to say hi but didn't. Y/n didn't know about nick and I knew he'd get pissed which wasn't something I wanted to happen because nick was strictly a friend. I was proud of y/n seeing he'd won 5 Grammys but what drove me insane was that Lauren was all over him and making him smile. I seen so many people calling Lauren negative shit because we'd went on tour before and how it was disrespectful for her to date my ex but I mean I could I really complain when I'd basically put him in her arms.

"Dems you okay?" Nick asked as I looked away from y/n. Looking into nicks eyes I could tell he was worried about me and possibly relapsing once again.

"Yea, I just miss him" I said looking over at my ex seeing him. Lauren was beside him and he was holding her by the waist making me frown. I remember when he held me like that and I felt so protected and now I was just lonely and sad.

"Demi go over and talk to him" Nick said gently pushing me over where I'd seen y/n and Lauren walk to the back. I was hesitant but followed even though a part of me wanted to stop and stay by nicks side for the sake of my feelings getting more hurt.

I seen him walk with Lauren by his side holding her the way I wanted to. The way he laughed and smiled at her broke me slowly and then he stopped to kiss her all over and it took everything in me to not run away right then and there.

"I see ravens are your type." I spoke.

He pulled away from Lauren and met my eyes. It was clear as day he was high seeing how blown his eyes where.

"Demi?" He rasped. I always took a liking in how he said my name. He always managed to make it so so special when he said it and now it felt like he'd said it with fire. I almost wanted to cry when I met his eyes.

"Y/n"

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We finally have a part two ! I'm sorry I took awhile I've had some family problems but I need your guys help because i don't know if I should do a part 3! And if so how should it be?

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