i feel a bit defiled
i want to be pursued by him though, to coax him to give chase.
to watch him fumble through the bracken, gun in hand.
and falterlimp
as i rip him into warm, wet clumps of sod.he's so sweet and clumsy. i want to eat more of him.
less hesitation
less blue blooming under brushed pink lips
less teethmarks.i want to take more and feel less.
i suppose i'm an adult now
since i've been persuaded by the wanton urges of a hunter so established.
yet i couldn't feel his beard as he kissed me.i didn't feel much at all.
except his teeth sinking in, drawing blood, as he whimpered, sucked the life out of me.
but i'll let him catch me again next time.
like i do every time.
cos i've got hope that my hands will fit all the way around his neck.and maybe he'll let me squeeze.
YOU ARE READING
weeds.
Poésiesometimes you need to return to the soil to feel the triumph of what once grew.