Love ties

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Aslaya POV

I got shot
By my own brother......
Found out I was pregnant.....
Lost my baby before I knew he/she .....
My boyfriend is in jail ......

Depression a kill mi bad yo!Its just days where I don't even bother to get up to shower much less eat .

I have Zari,Mommy ,Angie , bojo,Gabby ,Jordan and Shotta that comes to check on me .

I haven't step foot in my house fi few weeks now. The only time I was there was to grab some clothes and little stuff I might need and I didn't go alone it was either Jordan or Shotta .....

I cired myself to sleep most times thinking about the whole situation,I can't even visit Banks cause he doesn't want to put me on the visitors .

''Munchi get up a New Years Eve ''Zari said throwing pillows at me.

''i can see that''i rolled my eyes .

''mek we go on the housetop to watch the fireworks''she insisted.

''what time is it?''i asked.

''eleven twenty two''she read the clock on her phone.

''okey''i said getting up.

''yayyyyy and we'll get popcorns and some rum''she said smiling.

''sounds like a plan''i fake smiled.

putting on one of Banks hoodie,i slipped in my yard slippers and took my phone ,following Zari to the kitchen to pop the popcorn.

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''whats your plan for 2025?"i asked Zari as we both stuffed our face with popcorn.

''well ...i want to open up my own lil store where i'll sell clothes,shoes and that,i want to build ontop of mommy to like really have my own place you know,just alot ,mi wa ga bahamas,paris all dem shits deh ''she said .

''well i hope your dreams come through bestie''i smiled for her ,a real smile,she deserve fi be happy and get anything good .

''thanks,whats your plans?''she asked.

My smile faint lil, '' i don't know again,i wanted to do this business class wehere i'll teach female or even male social personality to grow more ,i want to stop selling the phones now ,might get a Abnb and get another soouce of income''i said keeping it short.

I wanted me and Banks to both step into the new years together ,instead he is in Jail and i'm here Depressed .....

''and when Banks come out?''she asked leaning in.

''look a almost twelve''i said changing the topic .

eleven fifthy five .....

well 2024 you was sum different ,i was actually happy for some time this year ,i got to come back home to see my mom,got a new car,home,closer with my best friend ,made more money ,found love...

I haven't talk to my dad for some months,haven't seen my brother since he shot me ,i was pregnant and didn't know and end up losing my baby and my boyfriend is in jail it feels like i'm losing everyone one by one and i'm just here can't do nothing about it.

''ready?''Zari asked snapping me out of my thoughts.

''yea''i mumbled .

''5''

''4''

''3''

''2''

''1! Happy new years"we exclaimed and the fire works start.

going on snap i recorded the firework then put the phone back down.

''i know your going through a lot and you want to bottle up your emotions but know i'm always here for you and you can cry on my shoulders if you want''Zari said hugging me.

Trying my best not to cry i hugged her back.

''thanks for being here''

''i decided that to try to better myself instead of drowning in depression that i'll go back up to my dad''i said.

honestly its been on my mind since everything went down .....

''if you feel that can help then i'm supporting you one hundred precent''she said .

''yea i mean its nothing here really expect you guys and mommy......i'll visit when i'm little better and see you guys''

''yea that sound good''she nodded ...

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mi a try put mi foot inna dem chapter yea eno like for real !
Poor Aslaya tho....