Fallen- Oikawa x Reader

Chapter 15

(Sexual content in this chapter)

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It was pouring outside.

Wakatoshi ran his fingers through his already tousled hair when he slammed the door to his car shut. Reckless was an understatement to describe the way he drove over here. Walking to the front door took seconds that went by way too fast yet felt like an eternity. He was holding his breath through every step and he exhaled sharply when his fist met the door. His breathing was quick and god his heart was seconds away from bursting in his chest right before it stopped.

The door slowly opened and there you were. Your stare was cold when you looked at him, your expression shielding the longing you were so helplessly feeling right now. His eyebrows were drawn apart while he looked upon you, his olive eyes expressive as ever.

"I thought I told you-"

"I am so sorry." his voice stopped you mid sentence.

The sincerity radiated through his deep voice to you and you cursed yourself for already wanting to give in.

You swallowed thickly, managing to maintain your stern demeanor.

"Yeah. You should be." you replied cooly, crossing your arms over your chest.

He read it as anger, you did it to stop yourself from throwing your arms around his neck and slamming your lips against his.

"I'm sorry, Yui. I... I fucked up."

He uttered, his voice carrying more desperation this time. The air between the two of you was thick and tense, and you knew he meant it. He was so sincere you could cry all over again. Hell, you already forgave him, but your pride wouldn't let you express that.

"Yes, you did Wakatoshi. You fucked up." you snapped, immediately biting your lip afterwards because the damn tears beginning to sting your eyes.

You hated arguing, and you hated that as soon as you did argue the tears would come up.

"And I hate myself for it baby..." he said in a voice above a whisper.

He meant it, you both knew that.

You looked at him, your brows pulled apart while your eyes searched his.

"You hurt me."

You could see the guilt in his desolate expression exacerbating as you spoke, your voice wavering.

But you continued. Nobody had the right to disrespect you, and as much as you loved him, he was no exception. So you just kept going.

"You treated me like shit despite knowing damn well that I would never, ever do that to you. I would never cheat on you, I would never lie to you about my feelings..." You continued, not daring to look away from his desperate eyes.

"Yui I-"

"I am not finished."

He winced at how harshly you interrupted him.

"You were a fucking asshole to me and I'm so pissed at you!" you shouted, taking a step towards him as you did.  "I'm so pissed at you but god I love you!" you concluded, your chest heaving as you stared directly into his eyes.

He watched you closely, and you could see the emotions in his eyes shifting, his gaze softening.

After a long, penetrating silence, he whispered.

"Forgive me."

Your face was in his hands and your his lips collided with yours before you could even catch your breath. The anger, the sadness, it all melted away with the sensual movements of his full lips against yours. It all meshed together into how much you needed one another as you kissed under the night sky. Your breathy moan fell from your lips against his